Mila's mood was so very chaotic. She does not accept the reality that she has lived at this time. She didn't expect her fate to be so very bad.
Mila looks very depressed to face the reality of life that is not like she imagined at all. Everything looks so healed and gray even now starting to blacken instantly. She felt that his life had been swallowed up by a living mud. "Why did God give me a trial like this?" She always complained in her little heart that her life could never be perfect like what he had imagined all this time.
Mila started walking towards the mirror in her room then she laughed then cried. She looks very depressed once living a solitary life. Then he took a razor blade to cut in her hand. When there is a little blood she reckons because it will make her happy and remove all anger in her soul.
