***Jackson's, point of view from the horrifying events over the past 24 hours. He lost his Twin, but it seems the event brought him and his sacred Luna closer together. Of, course that could cause conflicting emotions.***
I'm completely broken, even then I don't know if that's an accurate description. My brother, my twin. He sacrificed himself for me. I'm the older brother damn it! I felt every moment of his pain, I felt every moment of his death. The fear, the agony and just like that our connection as brother's was gone. I was so distraught, I yelled at our Luna. Deep down I did blame her. If it wasn't for her, we wouldn't be here. Dahlia gave us the day off, just to be brought in by her parents. Her parents are who I hate. My wolf is in agony longing for its twin connection. My wolf Cerberus, won't even talk to me. We both need time and heal. My Luna was starting to loose control, I couldn't help her, they sedated her. How dare they harm her. It's my job to protect her, why am I so lost. 2 days went by without seeing my Luna. After waking she came right to me and embraced me in kindness and condolences. Dahlia, is going to be the best Luna, this pack has ever seen. Dahlia arranged my brother's funeral and accompanied me, never leaving my side. How did I become so fortunate, to have a Luna that gives a damn about us grunts. Luna, even hand picked her new guards, she chose them all. When I'm around her I'm filled with admiration and a sense of duty. It could very well be the pull from her being the Luna, but she's actual a decent human being. I remember stories and rumors about her parents and they were ruthless. Dahlia, asked me to stay on her guard. I've never been so honored, she even went as far as asking me to escort her to her birthday ceremony. Of course, how could I not accept? I could be going crazy, but I feel I love our Luna, is that normal? She gave me the next 2 days off and I'm going to use it to clear my head. So many emotions, in such a short time. I guess only time will tell what the future holds. I'll do anything for you my Luna. I could sense something was off, she announced she needed a nap. Lately, it seems she gets exhausted faster than normal, but at least her spirits are high. I'm actually nervous to accompany her to her celebration. I've actually never been to such an occasion. Why do I think of her so much? I wonder if she's getting enough rest? It's so unnatural for me, to be so far away from her. Her mother has plans for her protection guard to complete ceremony duties. I hope they do well, because I will be upset, if it's not perfect. Luna, is to meet the rest of the pack. I feel I'm going to disregard her orders and go with her. I'm already on edge that she's asleep in her room without a guard standing by. I also need to heal. Those underlings, really did a number on my mentality, I hope when we meet again I can wipe them all out. How dare they hurt and kill my brother. For all our sakes I hope Dahlia stays strong, she is our future. A future I look forward to being apart of. To hell with being stuck in my own head. I'm going to my rightful place and I'm to stand guard while she sleeps. Rest easy Luna, better times lie ahead.