"My baby!"
The plump woman pulls me into her body and I can feel all the softness and plushness of her chest before she pulls away and says with teary eyes "You're okay, my little baby"
....
Is this woman actually supposed to my Mother?
As she pulls me into her chambers, slowly shutting the doors as she sets me on the mat and says "Just sit here. Let me go call your Father"
As she hurries out of the place and I stare around the place, my mind flutters back to yesterday....
After the weird, yet uncomfortable incident with Tae Hyun, I found out that I had, disgustingly, terrifyingly....
Been turned on.
I had at first tried to ignore it, I even went straight up to my chambers in the palace and squeezed my leg so tightly, thinking of possible disgusting things that would make it come down....
Yet, images of Tae Hyun, with me, in the bath....
Senseless and boiling hot, I found myself sitting on my straw bed, pants down and me trying to jerk myself off.
Yet, I had not even gone more than a minute before the door slides open his he stood there.
His gold eyes look down at me in a sadistic grin that makes me boil even worse, which doesn't even make any sense.
I'm about to wear the pants back up before he says "Don't"
I freeze, my body rapidly telling me that I must obey this man, or face fire consequences that might render me unable to move for a week.
He closes the door, his eyes never leaving mine as he comes closer....
Like a predator walking to his prey.
"Continue"
"Huh?"
His hand moves to mine, his eyes still on me as he puts it on my hard on and says "Keep touching yourself. I want to see"
I slowly gulp in, my mind running miles as I say "But...."
His hand now moves up my face, trailing as I feel it move like electricity rendering me immobile before he pulls some strands of my hair behind my ear, letting his thumb brush my ear that I bite my lower lips as he says "Don't let me say it again"
His voice sends tremor through my skin as he now moves back, a searing heat enveloping me and stares at me.
I am uncomfortable, fleeing seems like the best option since I died, but with the way he's looking...
He looks like killing me again would not even be worrisome to him.
Heck, he'd even make it hurt.
I bite into my lower lip again, now letting my hot hand wrap around my throbbing erection, letting out a small hiss at the contact before I shut my eyes close and try to imagine Tae Hyun....
Except this time...
It's not him I'm seeing...
With the way he's staring, my mind pictures him standing behind me, his gaze burning holes into me that turns me on even more and the next thing I know is I'm moaning loud now.
My hand is moving at a rate I've never seen it move before as I keep moaning loud now, my body finally about go come down before he says "Enough"
Again, my body obeys the command and when I open my eyes, his lips jam on mine and I let out a small gaps.
His mouth is cold, in contrast to Tae Hyun's and it's taking me in so deeply and dominating that I find myself surrendering to it as he now bites on my lower lip and I shiver before he moves back and removes his hard on from his pants.
I find my heart dropping at the size as I say "I can't...."
He suddenly grins and says something that nearly makes me faint "You have before. What's stopping you again?"
I'm about to protest again before he kisses me, sending my mind into oblivion before he pushes me on my back to the mat and raises my waist up as I let out a squeal "What are you doing?!"
"Trying to get you prepared"
"What...."
Suddenly, I feel his finger enter and my body jerks as I let out a loud gasp "Let- let go, get your finger out of there"
"Stop squirming"
He pushes further and at that moment, all I see is colours as he lets out a chuckle "That's the spot isn't it? How does it feel?"
I want to let out a word but nothing comes out as the tingly feeling goes through me, my body only registering the fact that something, almost too pleasurable to be real was sending me to hell and back "St-stop"
"I know you want the real thing, but we must get you ready so that you don't tear, no?"
"N-no, please...."
His hand is suddenly on my erection and I let out a scream as my eyes open and I see his thumb brush my tip "You're leaking so much, and yet you tell me to stop. When did you become so bashful? You're usually always happy about this sort of thing"
Tears slowly began to pour out my eyes as my body kept feeling strange to even me "Please, let me go"
"And what if I say no?"
The second finger goes in and I shut my eyes tighter, letting out another squeal as my hand tries to grab anything, anything at all but all I meet is the wooden floor as I use my arm to cover my eyes, biting on my lower lips.
All of a sudden, I feel his finger leave my body as I quickly turn away and begin to cry into my robe.
I can tell he's still standing there, looking at me, not even bothering to give me words of comfort before I heard the doors of the chamber slide open and shut.
And I cried more.
Waking up, I find a maid that tells me Prince Sun Chan Yeol wanted me to go visit my parents as they were worried about me after they heard of the poisoning incident.
Sending me off after last night.
As much as that hurt, I also wasn't sure I wanted to see him anymore so I gladly accepted.
Besides, I wanted seeing who my so called parents were.
And now....
The door to the chamber slides open as the woman walks in with an older man, who seems to stare at me with surprise.
I stand up again, not knowing what exactly to say as tears pour down his eyes before he pulls me into his arms and says "Min ho"
His grip is tightened, like he's purposely trying to suffocate before he pulls away and grabs my cheeks "My boy is slimming down! That stupid prince isn't taking care of you, is he?"
My mother seems to hit him there as he says "What? It's true. I was never sure what Min ho saw in him. We all had hopes he'd end up with Tae Hyun"
Tae Hyun?
Mother seems to roll her eyes as she faces me "Well, he wanted the Prince, and he is lucky enough that he finally did, and he's happy, what more can we ask for?"
Father seems to consider that for a while before he faces me and says "Why are you so quiet? You're usually full of stories when you come from the Palace"
I was?
"Or is it the baby?" Mother asks "It's unsettling isn't it? I'm shocked, but I'm happy. I mean, you wanted this. You said he'd finally want you if he got you pregnant, remember?"
Me?
"Hwang so!"
Father suddenly hits Mother in the head with his hand as he says "Our son just not back from a long and terrifying journey I'm sure. Asking him questions in his present state is unforgivable at most. Have you eaten Min ho? Of course not. The people in that palace are trying to poison my son. Hwang so, go bring this boy food, must I tell you everything? He's pregnant for heaven's sake, and heavens help me, we tried to get to see you, but he wouldn't let us. Thank the gods that Tae Hyun exists, he went and told us you were okay, he's also the one who informed us about you pregnant, rice?"
We're now all sitted on the mats, me staring at the chopsticks partly because I have never, ever had to use it before.
And also....
I think I know where I am now.
It's like... I reincarnated, yes reincarnated, to ancient Korea, and not just ancient Korea, no, into someone else's life.
A life that already existed before mine.
Infact, I believe it's save to say that the real owner of this body died when the poison was given and I took over after that.
So does that mean he's in my present body?
Why does it hurt my head to think this much?
"You should eat Min ho" Mother says "The baby will need it"
Yes....
The whole baby thing...
I raise the chopsticks up, using my other hand to pick up the rice bowl as I tried to shove some into my mouth.
And though, I manage to successfully get the hang of it after an embarrassing number of trials, I still don't eat too much "Why exactly are you here Min ho? You didn't even inform us you'd be here"
I stop eating there, dropping the bowl back as I say "Chan Yeol sent me here... He said you might like to see me"
"Or he's chasing you away"
"Kim Byul ho!"
Father faces Mother "What? It's true"
"No it's not" She says as she faces me "He's just upset that you got pregnant and are now finally tied to Chan Yeol. He always thought you'd go back in your word and be with Tae Hyun"
"Because it makes more sense! They have been best friends since Tae Hyun was born. He always followed Min ho everywhere"
"And Min ho didn't like it"
"Everyone never likes their partner at first. Look at us for instance, you always chased me with a broom when I tried to court you"
"Out of context"
I see....
I guess that being with the same sex was not much of a sin as I'd expected....
And Tae Hyun....
I remember our last moments together and try to see if there's anyway I can remember about us in the past ...
But nothing comes.
"Min ho"
I look up at them, Mothers soft eyes staring at mine and Father's deep ones trying to read me "You never did tell us why you and Tae Hyun stopped talking"
"We... We did?"
"Yesterday was the first time in two years you both even spoke to each other, when we had asked why, you both always brushed us off"
....
"I... I can't remember"
And I was being very honest when I said that.