Chapter 91 - Chapter 78

I leaned against the door, running my hands over my face, and I tried to take another deep breath to compose myself before I went in the shower. It felt like I took my time showering and when I stepped out I saw the guest door closed so I went to my room. I stood by the door before quietly closing it behind me and moved to sit down on the bed running my fingers over the covers before moving to lay down staring up at the ceiling. I tried to suppress everything that happened in this room, but all I can remember was how I felt during my last night alone in this room and how my mind overcame me as I laid here in my bed taking pills to sleep. Jolting up, I took a deep breath as I couldn’t breathe and tried not to feel the panic feeling creeping in me when I thought about it and stepped out of my room just wanting to step away from being inside there.