Actually things started to go downhill when I was in grade 7 and you wouldn't believe the fact that I was a abducted by aliens literally and autopsied alive and then brought back to the schoolyard where they found me. I told my friend who I thought I trusted who turned into a big bully and a big fucking mouth as well who's name is Casey who was going around telling everyone that I was a spaz and a retard because I was either an alien abductee "" or the fact that I was fucked up in the head to begin with particularly with PTSD. The Catholic school system did not take The likes of me very well in fact they took people like me like someone would take a dog shit in our living room not very favorably. I started cursing and swearing even though I've had a long time listening to the insane clown posse and being down with a clown since age 6 but I didn't really start swearing until knuckleheads I Casey and Jennifer came around and try to fuck my life up and try to make me look suicidal anorexic and other fucked up stuff. Now it's on my medical records and I cannot get rid of them. Even to this goddamn fucking day. I cannot get rid of the stigma that has been attached to me by the Catholic fucking school board. I was raising a fucked Uptown name Delmont that was really a racist town and then take the likes of me very kindly either or favourably especially after fucking 911 that was just God awful. It's like I did not cause this fucking terrorist attack why are you fucking me up but they were blaming anyone who looked like a Muslim or even as much as Asian. They knew some thing that my DNA test did not know about 20 some years later than I talk. I'll talk about that later. My fucking racism opinion is that there is no fucking colour it's just fucking DNA and it should only be fucking excepted and celebrated we shouldn't be hating other people because of religion or fucking DNA but that's beside the point drug laws and the lads do not see the fucking colours where did I see clown make up and Halloween make up so what the fuck is wrong with someone who is black or something I don't like the word n*gger or anything else. And I've been called as sand n*gger and also Retarded chink and stupid jap. It got to the point one day that one kid called me a retard not knowing that I was having a fucking PMS attack and I slugged him within an inch of his life he spent three day is or at least three Walmarts in the hospital I believe while the principal was ragging on me threatening me with Guantánamo Bay and other bullshit prisons. To this day I still think he's a fucking pussy or a fucking pussy lick or for that matter because he's nothing more than a racist pussy liquor. He has caused me a lot of problems throughout my academic career and it was a water when I got into high school which is another story that I actually graduated with honours and award. But that didn't quail my anger towards this pussy.
I can still remember seeing my mother so riled up that day when I punch that kid within an inch of his life and said that the principal called and said he was going to have me Santa Guantánamo if he had it his way and I had two choices either Guantánamo or be a Martial artist to quell my anger and to balance and discipline myself. That was the wrong move mother because I became yakuza as well as Juggalo through Mr. Maron who was a yakuza. He was a real freak of nature with his full body tattoos that I've seen ones and I almost wanna fucking shriek terror.
That was one I knew he was me getting a yakuza out of me and taking advantage of my problems. He signed me up for a tournament so I can just go to Japan so I can be a Japanese mobster really fucked up shit. I still think of this guy and I cringe at this ass licker too. I still love the Yard of Martial arts but I cannot go near taekwondo because to me that is yakuza territory.
They got to the fucking point that every time I saw the picture of general Choi hung hi I was thinking why the fucking Yakuza bastard is in one in ugly one at that.
It was around this fucked up. In my life that I also started also developing D ID dissociative personality disorder or dissociative identity disorder and I branched out into three different other personalities are psychotic FBI agent a psychotic doctor and an angry teenager. The names of the FBI agent is Ranaldi and the doctor is named Lisa and the angry teenager I just called the bubbles. They branch out from time to time whenever I get pissed off or stressed out to no relief. I'm going to tell you the origins of my PTSD and my D ID and it's pretty fucked up. You are the motherfucking believe this.
I was born in a war zone called Romania the original Chechnya before Chechnya became a pile of shit, left for dead and then tortured you wouldn't believe this by Islamists or terrorist as we called them today after 911 and they really made my first two years of my life painful and miserable I do not have a mother to comfort me or even or to protect me from these fart heads. Then I was adopted at age 2 to late in my opinion because the damage was already done but then my mom had a brilliant idea taking me in the Catholic school. Great fucking choice mom if you want to ever have a thug or a criminal as a child get your kid in a Catholic school that's the best way to have a juvenile delinquent social reject or even as much as a budding psychopath. Because that is the fucking truth the Catholic school system is no better or no fucked up than the prison system. It's an dog eat dog kill or be killed world in Catholic school and I'm not fucking joking. Which leads to this particular Thing one of my life just went down like a Jenga blocks.
If it weren't for those motherfuckers I would probably be a doctor or a forensic pathologist at this time in my life but no the Catholic school system how to fuck everything up with Casey and Jennifer. I swore those two had it in for ethnic people to begin with. What a fucked up system the Catholic school system was. I shamed them every time I talk to my mother. I cannot trust people and it just gets worse from there.