I can't believe what I saw, Justin was dancing with some girls who were dressed up in some kind of dresses, they seem to be… I don't really know but the way, he was holding them and dancing with them, as if they were his girlfriends.With shock, I stammered, "Justin?…What…what…are…you…doing with all these…girls?" He looked at me with shock. How could he do such a thing to me? How cruel can a human being get? "What are you doing here Valerie?"he bawled. "You're actually shouting on me? Have you no shame? Look at what someone who's my boyfriend is doing with other girls. I thought you were different from other guys but you are even more than them. But I'm happy with myself because I know very well that I did nothing before we broke up. The fault was not from me, I'll gladly go with a clear conscience," I carped. I removed the necklace he gave me, held up his hand, placed it inside and continued,"I really loved you Justin, I really did with all my heart and soul." Love is really hurtful, look at how I was suffering. Some girls are so lucky to the extent that, they're first love becomes their love forever while some of us will have to pass through the hands of the sons of pharaoh before Moses finally comes to rescue us. I went back to the hotel room with tears flowing down frommy eyes as if it was a water fall. When I entered the room, I cried out very loud,"How can a human being be so wicked to do this? What have I ever done to love to hate me in such a manner. All I ever wanted is a life without any pain, I wanted someone to love me in such a manner that, I won't even feel like looking at someone else. But all I've ever received was pain after pain after pain." I fell down onto the ground and wept, I was broken, now I know the true meaning of heartbreak. It hurts so badly, Bryant and Cindy came up to me and carried me up, and placed me on my bed. They asked me so many questions, that I could not even answer. My heart was broken, my lips were too heavy for me to even lift up to talk to them. "What is wrong with you Valerie? What happened?" Bryant asked with a sharp voice, he stood up and continued,"I will beat that son of a bitch that hurt you, tell me, who did it?" He walked out of the room, I guess he went to meet Justin who would have still be dancing with the girls in the room, I trust Bryant to beat the hell out of him because he had seen what he did. Few minutes later, he came back panting like a dog, there nobody would tell you that, he went to fight with Justin. Bryant stood at the door side which was opened, suddenly, Justin walked in with an empty glass bottle, he raised it and smashed it on Bryant's head, and ran away. The kind of pain I was feeling suddenly disappeared when I saw Bryant fall onto the ground.
"Doctor, how is my brother doing?I asked with a soft and low tone. He looked at how worried we were and responded,"Don't worry dear, thank God you brought him early for treatment, it would have damaged his brain. He is fine now but will be discharged early the next day. You can go and see him if you want to but he has been injected so that he can have a sound sleep and relax the injured head." He walked away after giving us the information. Cindy and I went to the room, only to find our Bryant lying lifelessly on the hospital bed. I would have called the police to arrest Justin for attempted murder but since he was leaving early the next morning, there was no need to arrest him and moreover we'll never see him again. I sat on the bed as I watched my brother, father, mother and my everything sleeping. Tears began to drop off from my eyes, love will definitely kill me one day, I've faced more problem in my relationship with the opposite sex as far as I am concerned love is not my type of thing. Now, I gotta close my heart and throw the key into the ocean before it comes back again. I just don't want to feel this kind of pain ever again. Soon, Cindy fell asleep, I took a blanket which was lying lazily on the hospital bed and covered Cindy since the weather was cool. I was feeling lonely, bored and angry at the same time, with myself because of the condition I placed my family and I into, so I decided to go out to the beach, and to talk to the sea. As usual, I sat down on the curved stone, folded my legs and placed my head on it, it was really painful, heartbreak is really hurtful. Looking at the sea, I stood up and shouted,"Hey! You think you can make me feel sad? You think you can break me down? I am stronger than you think I am! Do you hear me?! I loved you with all my heart, body and even my soul, but look at what you did to me? I gave you my heart but you broke it into small pieces that can neither be mended nor fixed. I hate you Justin, I hate you!" I then sat back and resumed my position. A few minutes later, I felt a touch on my left shoulder, I raised my head only to find Kevin standing beside me. My heart was hurting so much that I couldn't say anything to him, I just placed my head down on my knees. With my eyes closed, I felt that he sat beside me and when I raised my head, I found him sitting beside me with his head on his knees just like mine. I quietly stood up and walked slowly away but he also got up and walked slowly behind me. He did exactly everything I did, I guess he was trying to make me laugh but why should he bother himself about me? Why should he try to make me happy when he knows very well that I hate him so much? Finally, I stopped, faced him and asked, "What do you want from me Kevin? Why are you following me?" He looked at me and answered,"You ain't gonna find a friend like me dear! Come on dear, I'm just trying to make you happy." "And why are you trying to do so?! I'm neither your friend, nor your girlfriend so you don't owe you anything like this?!" I yelled at him. He didn't even say anything when I shouted on him, Kevin was a kind of person that doesn't care if someone shouts on him. I don't know what kind of person is he, I mean, who doesn't get angry when he's shouted on? I calmed down and said,"Ain't you gonna say anything? Ain't you gonna get angry with me because I shouted at you?" He was just looking at me as if I said something that I shouldn't have. He passed his hands through his hair and carped softly,"What is the essence of shouting at you when I know that I am the one bothering you. Miss, I know very well that you are a good girl. You have a good and clean heart which makes you get hurt anytime someone you love deeply does something small to hurt you," he walked closer to me which made our faces to draw close to each other and continued,"Miss, you are a good person." He kissed me on my cheeks and drew back. Oh my gosh, what just happened here? What the heck did he just do to me? Did he just kiss me? But wait oh, didn't you know that friends can also do that? Why should you even think about that? Friends can do that, but he is not even my friend. He is a devil as my enemy but he's my crush so him being close to him can cause me danger. I don't want to fall in love with anybody again so I rushed back and said,"Don't you ever, I mean ever do that to me again Kevin, okay." "Sorry, please forgive me, I don't know what came over me," he panicked. From his eyes, I could see that he was really sorry about that, he felt bad. Well, I don't want him to get close to me and make me fall for his tricks, boys are such a jerk. I went back to sit on the curved stone and resumed my position, Kevin came to sit by me and asked,"So what happened Miss? But wait oh, do you know I don't know your name?" I responded,"Really? I'm Valerie." He nodded and continued,"So tell me Valerie, what did the Justin guy do to you? Your boyfriend, saw him with another lady?" "Exactly! Why are you all like this Kevin? Why are all boys like this? You are all cheats, you boys are all cheats!! Like you Kevin, you are a complete womanizer, you use and dump girls as if they are nothing, anyway, they brought themselves to be treated like that." "Exactly Valerie, you made a correct statement by saying that, they brought themselves. I know I'm a womanizer Valerie but one thing I can assure you is that, I am still a virgin. As for kissing, I've kissed a couple of girls." "A lot, not a couple Kevin, you've kissed a whole lot of girls as far as your womanizing behaviour is concerned," I corrected and he continued,"Whatever. But to tell you the fact, I am way better than Justin. Though I am…" "Don't even go there dear, Justin is far far better than you," I cut in, he rolled his eyes and protested,"Valerie, there is one thing that is sure, and that is, I am better than Justin. As for me Valerie, I'll tell you anything and everything about me. Had I be someone, I would have denied the fact that I am a womanizer but I accepted it though it hurts to do so. I am not trying to paint Justin black in front of you Valerie and praise myself, what would I gain if I do that? Wait did you say Justin, now before I'm getting the name. What's his surname?" "It is Hartley, yeah Justin Hartley," I answered. "Oh, so, you're the girl Justin have been toasting all these while? Yeah, I knew he'll only do this with a girl who's so much into love that will not even think about the consequences of doing such things," he whizzed. I was shock to the bones, it means all along, Justin has been pretending to show me love. He pretended to have loved me so that he can use me and damp me, just like how the womanizers do. "What are you talking about?" I asked. "Are you not the girl that saw Justin Hartley, dancing with some girls yesterday?" "Yeah, how do you know Justin? I demanded curiously. He began to narrate,"Justin Hartley is my younger brother. He is a total womanizer, he can date more than ten girls just in a week, and have sex with each and every one of them. My parents and I warned him but wouldn't listen, soon I found how lovely his behaviour was, so I took up from him and even did worse than he did. We came to this summer vacation so that our parents will get rest from our ways." "So you knew very well that what you were doing was wrong,then why didn't you stop? I cut in, he nodded his head and continued,"Womanizing is like a disease that can only be cured by true love. If a womanizer finally falls in love with someone, he'll never cheat on the person, rather, he'll protect you."