AMY
'What the fuck is wrong with me?' the only thought going through my mind as I started playing the notes.
My mind kept bringing up the scenarios of what just happened . Like stop it mind ! I know what I just did .
'That was so wrong yet felt so right at the moment' my inner self was fighting over my messed up feelings . I really need to stop before it goes out of control .
"Hey! Are you there?" Erick shook me shoulder , bringing me back to reality .
"Yeah , yeah . Absolutely ." I said, shaking my head .
"You don't look good . You sure , you alright? We can take a quick break if you want . Leader is out anyway ." He suggested . I looked around and all I saw was scary stares on me from every corner .
I just don't get it. Why do they look like they hate me ? What did I ever do to them? We just met and they act mean . Only Erick talked to me in a friendly manner .
Anyway, let's just not get bothered by it . It's the same for me everywhere .
"Let's take a break then . I'll go get myself some coffee." I replied .
"Should I get you some?" He asked
"No, I'll be fine on my own . Don't worry ." I assured him with a quick soft smile .
I entered the room and saw the machine but well where's the coffee and milk . The milk must be in the refrigerator and coffee?
I looked around the whole room but where the fuck is coffee?
Suddenly I sensed someone watching me leaning on the door . I don't want to see him . Don't turn Amy ! Don't turn .
But like that would stop him. I heard the door handle click . He fucking locked the door ! I finally turned and saw him standing in front of me grinning like an idiot .
I sighed and rolled my eyes . Getting pass him to open the door .
"The fuck is wrong? Why wouldn't it open?" I growled in frustration . Then I heard the tickling sound of keys . I shut my eyes tight and turned , gritting my teeth .
"What the fuck do you want now?" I asked Jason , who was obviously unbothered by my efforts .
"Talk." He answered in one word.
"About what? I don't have anything to talk to you about." I replied , folding my arms .
He leaned against the counter , placing both of his hands on the sides .
"I do ." He replied .
"What is it?" I asked , showing the clear sign of how much annoyed I was by him.
"Why do you live with him?" He asked , his face changed from grin to agony .
"Why do you care?" I asked , raising one of my brows .
"Don't reply with another question . Just answer what I asked." He said , in a serious tone .
"Why would I?" I asked . He seemed to be totally annoyed by now. He took furious steps and gripped me by my shoulders . The anger and pain was crystal clear in his eyes .
"Tell me, damn it!" He demanded . I looked straight into his eyes , without changing any expression .
"Why did you kiss me?" I asked , in an unbelievably calmed and painful voice .
"What?" His expressions changed to confusion . "What do you mean why? Can't you see I still love you?" He said , clutching me softly .
I was about to say something when we heard someone knocking at the door . Without thinking this dumbass opened the door . Like what the fuck man? Where is your brain?
"Uh Director ? Oh we are sorry to disturb you . we didn't know you would be here." Maya said , looking at me and Jason awkwardly . She is one of the beauties here . I can't see any flaws in her . like literally not even a single one.
"Well now you know ." Jason scoffed , she backed off . "You should go home now Miss Amelia , your work hours are over . Wait . I can actually give a ride back." he suggested , while knowing the answer .
"No , it's fine . My friend would come to pick me up." I said , meticulously .
"Of course , he will." He stormed away in anguish . I nodded and went out too .
SAME EVENING ...…..
"So , how was your day?" Travis asked while I was focused on my pasta .
"Uh pretty much fine , I guess ." I said , not looking at him . He would definitely sense that something is wrong if I look at him .
I don't want to tell him what happened between me and Jason .
"I.. I'm sorry , I couldn't tell you earlier about .. Jason." I whispered his name low , still I can't look Travis in the eyes .
"It's alright , take it easy . You tried to tell me at least , so it's not your fault okay." He said , wiping the cream off my cheek . I looked straight into his eyes .
Something was definitely different . He looked so different . I sensed it earlier too when he came all dressed and with flowers . What is exactly going on?
"Amy ." He tried to say something , but he seemed nervous .
"Yeah?" I asked .
"Actually , I .. I wanted to ask you something . Uh please don't get mad . I just want your honest answer . I'll stop if you say so , okay?" He added , smiling nervously .
"Uh okay?" I tilted my head in confusion .
"Well , I have something for you ." He said and suddenly Doggo appeared wearing a balloon with a card on it . I looked at Travis. He seemed excited and happy a little bit I guess . But damn God , everyone was staring at us in the restaurant . I feel somewhat awkward .
I took the card and opened it . ' WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND? Miss AMELIA HARPER .'
I was utterly shocked . I looked at Travis with wide eyes . Say what?
He chuckled and suddenly a cake appeared out of blue . Travis got up and kneeled down in front of me . Opening a small box of necklace in it . I just sat there watching his moves . What on earth is happening to me? Is this even real ?
"Are you sure?" the only words left my mouth .
"Of course." He chuckled , adorably . Now how can I say no to that?
"Well then Why not?" I smiled vividly , his expressions started changing from surprised to excited to affectionate . He stood up and helped me wear the necklace .
He leaned down , cupping my face gently . Pulling me into a Fucking warm kiss . I closed my eyes , letting myself into the pleasure of his warmth . I could hear people cheering and clapping for us .
We chuckled into our kiss and for real he tasted like sugar . After finishing , he pecked my lips smoothly before going back to his seat . I couldn't stop smiling until I remembered what I did this morning .
I kissed Jason just in the morning and now I'm with Travis . I started feeling guilty not telling Travis about what happened . But I can't even bring myself to tell him what and how it happened .
I feel like my life is now running faster and I can't match the pace .