TRAVIS
The moment she agreed to be with me was the bestest moment in my entire Goddamn Fucking life . I doubt if I ever felt this happy . But…
But why did I do this? The only authentic answer was that I was utterly sensitive about Jason coming back into her life . Moreover , the way she looked at him this morning was nothing changed . It was entirely the same glow I saw when she was with him .
I don't want to lose her again . I know this is too selfish , but I feel like I just can't control myself anymore . I want her . I need her to be with me .
She was supposed to be with me from the start . Her and Jason were never meant to be anyways and being with me is what's best for her .
So I know I did this because I love her . She is mine . I would never let her go out of my hands again . Goddamn it she is mine .
"Travis??" I turned back , Amy looked at me blankly with her cute doe eyes .
"Huh?" I asked .
"What huh? I have been talking the whole time we have been walking together. You weren't even paying attention ." She sighed , getting close . Holding my hand gently , "What's wrong? Is something bothering you?" She asked , with a concerning face .
I smiled softly at her , "Nothing is wrong baby ." Of course , she didn't buy it . Giving me a 'I won't repeat look' . But she's kinda cute tho .
I chuckled , "I am just gravely fortunate to have you in my life . I don't know what I did to deserve you." I said , cupping her cheeks , gently rubbing them with my thumb. She smiled timidly , lowering her eyes .
"Let's go . I don't want you to get cold ." I took her hand and put it into my pocket along with mine .
We smiled , laughed and cuddled until she fell asleep in my arms . She really is beautiful , warm and lovely . No wonder I don't want to let her go .
The thing I'm scared of and which is really annoying is that she is going to see him everyday . I am still not sure if she has gotten over him or not . Anyways , that is not the matter anymore because she is mine now . Only mine .
I carried her into her bedroom . Placed her on her bed . She murmured something I couldn't understand . So I got close ,"Jason ." She whispered .
What the fuck? She calls his name in her sleep . I want to kill this asshole . I flinched in frustration . I really should do something before it gets out of control .
I looked at Amy , she was sleeping peacefully . I laid on the other side and kept staring at her . 'He doesn't deserve her'' was the only thought that kept revolving around my mind .
A side of me is urging me to stop and tell her the real truth . But the other side of me doesn't want to let her go . I want to keep her till the end . And I will .
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MORNING..
I woke up to Amy , staring at me with wide eyes . Her lips swollen , she blinked twice. She looked shocked . I chuckled and let my hand freely rest on her cheek .
"Morning , baby." I whispered in a husky voice . She gulped , I know she is being affected now .
"Morning ." She whispered back , gazing away from me .
I leaned a bit closer and embraced her into a warm hug . She hesitated for a moment but then she rested her head on my chest . I kept caressing her hair smoothly .Inhaling her deep scent .
"You smell so good, baby ." I whispered into her ear and suddenly her ears turned red. I chuckled, covering her ears . She looked at me , embarrassed .
I couldn't take it anymore . So I pulled her face closer and kissed her warm mouth . She is so sweet . She replied to me by kissing me back . Moving with me in sync .
No wonder she's a good learner . Fuck . She's so sweet . We broke the kiss and I pecked her lips before letting her go .
"My God! I'll be late." She looked at time in frustration , getting up from the bed .
I hugged her from behind , "I'll take you to work , baby." I whispered into her neck .
I could feel she was frozen . Her breath hitched . I chuckled . She becomes more and more charming day by day .
"O..Okay." she replied , biting her lip .
Finally I got up and took a shower . Slipped into some formal clothes . Put on my shoes and waited for Amy to come out .
She came out of her room , holding her purse . She looked damn good . I always knew she looked good in skirts and all . But today she is glowing differently . She could literally give heart attacks to many .
I gulped hard before approaching her , never taking my eyes off her .
She stared at me blankly with wide doe eyes . I licked my lips in agony . I shouldn't let her go to work wearing this .
"Huh?" she raised her brows .
"Damn it !" I gritted .
"Wha.. what?" She looked concerned .
"What am I gonna do with you?" I hold her from her waist , "You are making me want to take a leave from work and take you down right now . Right here ." I told her in a seductive voice , looking straight into her eyes .
She gulped hard . I smirked . "Should I?" I asked playfully .
"Uhh .. I .. I." She started wavering , looking here and there .
"You what?" I grinned . I was actually enjoying this . She was so confused and she looked goddamn cute .
She sensed I was playing with her . "Shut it." She rolled her eyes .
"Why? Do I give you butterflies here , huh?" I asked her , moving my hand freely on her body . She didn't say anything .
"Tell me , Princess ." I reached her neck . Leaned in and started kissing gently . She arched her back , becoming a moaning mess as my tongue kept doing it's thing . I smirked when her hands reached my hair .
Grabbing and making me do her more . I violently bit her collarbone . She shrugged a little but let go when I gently kissed and licked the spot again .
"Now no one will dare to mess with my girl." I smirked , clearing her rough hairs with my fingers .
"What?" She didn't get it though but she is cute .
We reached her work place . I held onto her hand the whole ride . These sentiments of being with her like this make me want her more and more .
I got out and opened her door . Before she went inside the building , I grabbed her and kissed her again . Finally she went inside .
I opened the door , "I already miss her ." I chuckled to myself .