JASON
A Fury of Excruciation ran through my veins when I saw her kissing the lips that weren't mine . Her smile that made my day always , now feels like daggers in my heart .
Did I really lose her? Am I way too late?
Do I even matter that much anymore in her life ? Is she really that happy with him as she seems to be?
"MrSmith?" Patrick shook me off .
"Yeah , yeah . So what's the event?" I asked , bringing myself back to the conversation.
He detailed me out on the major event of the shareholders . It is really hectic . My family is gonna be there . I really need to attend this one to show them my capacity . I think it is the time for the comeback of what they did four years ago .
I need to get prepared for the worst I guess . I just hope we can be a normal family , that's all .
We were waiting for the lift when Amy came across us . I didn't say a word . She didn't either . The lift came and we all went inside . I was looking into the metal door in front of me . The reflection of her standing awkwardly was cute until I saw something .
The fuck is going on? I turned , grabbing her wrist roughly . I could sense Patrick was shocked as well .
"What are you doing? Let go!" She yelled .
I grabbed her neck with my free hand , tilting her head . There it is . A freaking hickey. God damn it . Fucking asshole .
"Jason ! let go!" she shouted again , in an attempt to get out of my grasp .
"I have limits to my patience , don't test it ." I growled in anger .
"What are you talking about ? let me go." She squealed .
"Should I redo it?" I asked , pressing the spot with my thumb . She hissed in pain . It was clear in her eyes . A drop of tear sticks out from the corner of her making me realize what I am doing .
I let her go . Backing off . She stood there , holding the wall of the elevator as support. Her breathing was heavy . Fuck . I messed up , didn't I?
She bit her lower lip . Her eyes were showing the hurt , when she looked straight at me .
"Sir?" Patrick showed a concerned look .
"I'm okay ." I said before getting out of there into my office .
I slammed the door hard enough . The anguish and distress of what just happened made me mad . I didn't even know what I was doing . Breaking things . Hurting myself . Screaming . Venting out on useless things .
I was not being myself . I took a bottle of wine from the cellar and was about to get drunk when Patrick stopped me .
"Get out!" I told him . He didn't move . I sat on my chair . Sighing . He put the bottle away.
"Can't let you get back to what you already quit ." He smiled generously .
I sighed heavily leaning my head back . "What should I do?" I asked, looking at the ceiling .
"I am not sure really , but I'm sure about one thing and that is You seriously need to get hold of your temperament ." He suggested .
"I messed up , didn't I? She must be hating me more right now."
"Lovers don't resent for that long . All you need to do is clear things up ."
"That's the problem . If I knew how to, I should have already. "
"Why don't you take her as your partner to the event?"
"She won't go with me now that she has someone ."
"Well, I thought you had your ways ."
"You are right on that ."
After sorting out some files I decided to go to the practice room .
I stood at the door admiring her playing the piano. She looked so beautiful , calm and precious .
"You really are something . I mean that was WOW ." Erick that jerk , smirked .
"No . You are just exaggerating ." She said , shyly . Why the fuck is she being shy?
Her eyes suddenly fell on mine . Our gaze just interlocked for a moment . She get back talking to that fuck boy . Why does every fuck boy want to be with her . And hell she can't see that? Something wrong with her eyes?
Erick placed his freaking hand on her shoulder . She looked shocked for a second and then she saw me watching her with an intense stare of 'don't you dare' .
She gave a little smirk and laughed at his goddamn fucking stupish jokes . My jaw clenched in anger . I gritted my teeth . It's really getting hard to hold back .
'So you wanna play dirty , Kitten.'
I entered the room and everyone went silent . I never took my eyes off her . I know people will gossip . But she brought it on herself . First that stupid hickey and now flirt . Darling , you don't know with whom you are playing .
"I have an announcement to make." I said , slowly taking my eyes off of her to others.
"I know you guys are super busy and preparing for good . But I need to Steal your pianist for a couple of days . I hope you all are okay with that ."I grinned widely , raising my brow at Amy . who was just trying to process the information like others .
"Let's go , shall we?" I asked , grabbing her wrist . Yanking her away from that stupid fuck boy . Why did I even hire him?
We went straight to the elevator . I press the button to the parking lot. She jerked herself away from me . I looked at her and I can tell she was still surprised .
"Where are you taking me?" She hissed .
"Why? Don't you trust me now?" I asked , stepping closer .
"W..What?" She wavered , stepping back.
"I told you I have limits to my patience , didn't I? Yet again you tried to provoke me , kitten ." I nuzzled her between my hands , cocking my head into her neck .
"Now take the punishment , babygirl." I smirked knowing how freakishly nervous she was as always . Her breathing was heavy . She flinched ,pinching my arms .
"Let me go . Jerk." She yelled , punching my shoulder .
"Do you really want me to?" I asked , moving my hand up her skirt . Why did she even wear those? I would have never let anyone see her in those mini skirts but myself .
"W...What are you doing?" She stuttered . Her body tensed all of a sudden and I knew I did it right . I stopped , moving back . Letting her go .
She stared at me in awe . I grinned widely and the door opened . Without saying a single word I held her hand and took her to my car . I opened the door and signaled her to go in .
She looked into my eyes without gazing away and asked , "Why are you doing this?"
"What?" I replied in confusion .
"Why did you do that earlier in the morning and just now in the elevator?" She bit her lip , holding back her feelings . I know her too well . I know what she wants to say . What she wants to ask . But I don't have any other answer except that I love her .
I still do . 'Amy I still love you to that extent to which I can't restrain myself but to keep running towards your direction . Why don't you see it ? Why can't you feel it ?"