AMELIA
I followed Treena to the office . My heart thumping like it is ready to explode at any time . My feets are becoming feeble .
Why the fuck would he call me ? The hell was this about . I don't even know the man . Can't I just go back to those creepy glaring people ? That place seems much safer than this .
"We are here . I need to go now . You are on your own . Knock two times before going in." Treena said , patting softly on my shoulder .
"Two times ?" I'm suddenly reminded of Jason . He used to have that habit .
"Good luck ." Treena smiled tightly before turning on her heels and parting away from me .
"Huh?" I stood there watching her , " No , wait . Don't leave me alone ." I whispered a cry to myself . Halls were silent . I could hear my heart beating like a fucking horse racing .
I took some deep breaths and held up my courage . I knocked two times and entered quietly .
A solidly built man was sitting on the chair behind the desk facing towards the window . He seemed really classy from behind . I heard the sound of papers rustling .
"Uh , Mr." fuck I forgot to ask his name . What should I say? Think Amy , NO say Amy , say something , anything would go .
"Mr. Mr. Director ." That's it . I fucked up . DUMBASS BITCH . I cursed myself as hard as I could .
I heard him chuckling behind the chair . I just stood there blankly .
"You are still bad at remembering names ." He chuckled even more . leaving me in shock . But wait , that voice , it's very familiar .
He stood up and slowly turned around . I don't even know what to think . I'm just frozen with wide eyes . I can't move . I felt like I just got a nice punch in the face .
"Amelia , it's been a long time." Jason said with a little hint of happiness on his face .
I didn't say a word . Like what should I even say? I couldn't even gather up efficient words to think about .
What is really going on? Am I dreaming? If I'm , I should seriously wake up .
Jason started to step closer to me . What should I do? Should I hide? Should I run? What do people do after seeing their exes?
Do aliens really live underwater on the earth?
"How … How have you been ?" He asked , I could sense he was a little nervous .
But seriously after these many years , he decided to make a comeback .
"Wh.. Why? Why are you doing this?" I finally gathered something to say .
"Huh? What ? What do you mean?" He asked with a little confused smile on his face.
"I .. I think I need to leave ." I started stumbling , my breath became heavy with every second passing by .
"No . Amy . Please give me a chance to explain , please . Just hear me out once ." He moved his hand to grab my arm . But I jerked him away with full force.
"Explain What? Explain , How dirty you did me? Explain, How you left me in the middle of nowhere and came back marrying someone else . Or Explain , How much fun it was for you to see me beg you not to leave me? Why don't you just run away just like how you did before ?" I burst out . The fuck I don't know why every time I want to yell at him but ends up crying myself .
"Amy . Please . I'm really sorry . I really am . I just . It was .." He actually started to explain his situation .
"Stop ." I said in a low voice . I was struggling to yell but my tears just wouldn't fucking stop.
"No . I need to.." He continued . Attempting to hold me .
"I said fucking stop it!" I yelled my lungs out before losing control and falling on the floor.
"Amelia , please." He pleaded , kneeling down to me . Holding me in his arms as if I'm made of a freaking crystal . I cried the hell out into his chest .