Finally I am in a place that is familiar to me, one of the places that has been my favorite place since childhood. which is where you were born. especially at grandma's house.
Arriving at my grandmother's place, my father immediately enrolled me in a high school, a high school not far from my grandmother's house. although I still need to walk a few meters from home to get to my school.
this school is far from my school in Padang, this place is a bit remote, my school is also not wide. and maybe I don't need a few hours to get around it. then I have to accept your decision, Tomorrow I will go to school, and you start to limit the extracurricular that I have to follow.
Since my leg was injured, Father no longer allowed me to participate in sports extracurriculars, he even offered me to take some extracurricular activities that did not require energy and movements that could make my condition worse. and finally I took counseling as my extracurricular.
"Nirwana, you have a suggestion. How about you join the Paskibra members?" said one of the student teachers at the school.
"It's okay, sir, after all, the Paskibra isn't every day, right, and I think I can afford to become a Paskibraka member," I said, accepting the offer from the student teacher.
"Okay, then you will be trained by one of the seniors at this school. His name is Dani, he is 1 year above you. Later, father will tell him to come to you and you can train with the other members,"
"Okay sir, later I will go with that big brother," I said, not wanting to prolong the conversation with the students.
it turns out that I can't underestimate this school, even though the location is remote, it turns out that this school has many awards. and I feel a little compelled to write my name on one of the awards arranged on the trophy rack.
"Is there no such thing as Nirvana here?" said a man with brown skin and a slightly mustache face.
"I'm Sis!" I said as I stood on my seat.
"Oh, it's you, now you're coming with me. I heard from Pak Khairul that you want to join Paskibraka, right? Come on, come with me," he said with the fight of a senior.
without further ado I followed the man who was none other than my coach.
in the field,
"Good afternoon, all of you," he said as he greeted the Paskibra members who had been ready in the field.
"Good afternoon Sis," They answered the senior greeting in unison.
"Okay, we have a new member, he's from the 10th grade of this school's new kid," he said, looking at me.
without waiting for directions, I immediately walked over and stood beside him. "Introduce my name is Helmi Nirwana, I am in grade 10 A, and I will join the Paskibraka members of this school. Please help," I said a little awkwardly.
"Okay Nirvana, you will take a position in the 8th Squadron, so you have to train hard to be able to adjust your movements with them,"
I just nodded hearing Dani's explanation. after all he is my senior in this place. Even though that sentence actually demeaned me, didn't Pak Khairul tell me that I was one of the former Paskibraka members at my school. base!
I really don't have fond memories of old school, But to be honest, I miss the automotive world, I miss my karate world, I miss Johan, I miss the jokes I make every time I come into class. I miss the laughter of the boys who are friends in my class. and yes I miss the idiot Fery.
"You should bring a hat, so you don't feel hot, in practice Dani said without me asking to put his hat on my head.
I did not pay attention to his words, I just looked at him with such a strange behavior. he smiled at me and walked away.
I'm not an innocent girl who doesn't know love, I've experienced some Love before. and I know how a man behaves trying to get the attention of a woman he might like.
it was not easy for me to make close friends at that school. a school that in fact is filled by women and men, it seems very difficult for me to be close to them.
it's just that there is one thing I can't change about myself, that is my ignorance of my friends.
in class I sat with a woman named Riana. fat girl and also fierce. the woman is always angry when something happens that is not according to her wishes in class. besides being fat and fierce, he is also a typical girl who seems to be sleepy. Only a few minutes until class, he would turn his face and fall asleep.
and in no time he will be surprised because the school bell will surprise him and then he will be angry.
on the other hand I also prefer to play with the boys in my class. and I know this will make my name bad here, yes as they say, the manners in the village are bigger than the manners in the city. the sense of care in the village is greater than the sense of care in the city.
here any behavior that they think is unusual for a woman will become the subject of very hot gossip, even if there is a girl who is too familiar with several men they will think that the girl is not good. although I know the extent of my friendship with my male friends.
I feel like I'm entering a world I've never known. and I didn't think I would experience so much in that place.
Maybe I will experience some love here, starting from getting more attention from a Dani who slowly begins to fill my life.
though to be honest, I felt he was a little ambitious. we don't have a bond yet but he has the courage to be angry with the man who is close to me. especially on Arianto. my classmate who is really good at playing guitar.
I really love music you know,
I really fell in love with every music. and that's what made me close to Arianto.
things I don't know, my bitter story starts from this place.
and without realizing it, I began to forget what was written, I began to forget what had happened, and I began to Forget Myself who used to love the automotive world.
"I hate you being close to him! You know because I like you!" said Dani who screamed right in my face and I never liked that.
"And you have no right to stop me from doing what I like. And, I hate people who are too ambitious like you."
"All that I did because I love you too much!" he said which took me by surprise.
"What do you think is the purpose of everything I do on your basic load I sacrificed my time! I sacrificed my activities! I was even madly waiting for you to come home from school to be able to go out with you," he said which made my heart skip a beat.