With a blank look, Salsha said. "It's good to have a boyfriend. Usually being intimate in public like that."
Aldi followed the direction of Salsha's gaze and frowned in surprise. Just a couple of lovers who bribe each other. Aldi did too.
"I wish I could be like that with my boyfriend. But unfortunately, I don't have a boyfriend." Sasha sighed softly.
Aldi wanted to laugh at Salsha's words, but seeing Salsha's serious and gloomy face made him not have the heart.
"Do you believe that I've never been in a relationship?" asked Salsha with a languid look at Aldi.
Aldi shook his head doubtfully. "No."
"In fact, I've never been in a relationship." Salsha looked back at the front. "I always love the wrong people."
Aldi was silent. He gave Salsha time to let her heart out. He looked at the girl intently.
"When I was in middle school, I fell in love with someone, but that person couldn't love me. And now I'm in love with someone who can't love me back." Sasha laughs at herself. "I'm also an ambitious person, what I want must be mine at all costs. So, if I'm in love with someone at any cost, I will fight to find him. Even if it means lowering my self-esteem."
It seems that Salsha has been possessed by a demon so that she can speak this seriously to Aldi. It's true, Salsha is the type of person who rarely likes anyone, but if she already likes one person, she will keep trying to get it.
"I know that I'm stupid because I've been chasing guys who can't love me. But what can I do, I'm not going to stop until I find that person, or until I'm tired."
Aldi took a sip of the sweet tea in front of him as his throat felt dry. Aldi did not expect that a girl like Salsha had never been in a relationship and what was worse was that the man she had a crush on had never loved her. In fact, Salsha can be said to be a beautiful girl. Yes, Aldi admits that Salsha is beautiful.
"Maybe you always love people who don't love you and ignore people who love you." Aldi finally spoke after a moment of silence.
Sasha nodded. "Yeah, I'm a hard person to fall in love with. Once I fall in love it's always with the wrong person. I don't know why either, neither the boys in my junior high school or Farel could love me back."
"Maybe you're showing too much that you love them, that's why they're ilfeel. Usually, guys prefer mysterious girls over girls who are outspoken." Aldi thinks. This time their discussion was serious, different from the previous one.
"If I shut up, Farel won't know that I love him. And my love story will be the same as before. I lost him even before he became mine and I didn't have time to tell him how I felt."
"But if you go after Farel openly, you will sound like a cheap girl." Aldi smacked Salsha's head.
Salsha realized, she immediately averted her eyes from Aldi and felt embarrassed. Shame because she unconsciously vented and exposed his disgrace to the man.
"Forget it. Forget what I said, it's all the same to you. Just pretend I never told you that." Salsha cursed herself.
Aldi chuckled. "But I find it funny, a girl like you has never been in a relationship."
"I'm also going out with Farel soon," said Salsha confidently.
"Are you sure he will like you?" tease Aldi.
"Sure."
Aldi brought his face close to Salsha's ear and whispered. "You've never been in a relationship, you've never been kissed, do you want me to teach you? So that you won't be embarrassed by your first boyfriend."
Hearing Aldi's vulgar words, Salsha's cheeks turned red. Unconsciously she screamed. "ALDIIII!"
*****
The next day, Salsha rushed to school. She didn't want to run into Aldi at home. Last night, after the tragedy at the satay stall, Salsha again didn't want to talk to the man. Salsha was embarrassed after Aldi said those vulgar words without any burden and now Aldi knows that if she has never dated, surely the man will use it as a tool to make fun of him. Salsha cursed herself for stupidly venting to Aldi.
"Dreaming, lol." Dinda patted Salsha's shoulder. "Dreaming about what, anyway?"
Sasha shook her head briefly. "Nothing, really."
"How? have you got Aldi's number?" asked Dinda enthusiastically.
Sasha was silent for a moment. She already got Aldi's number but for some reason, she was reluctant to give it to Dinda. "Not yet. How did I get his number so fast."
"Yeah. Even though I was hoping to chat with him." Dinda was suddenly lethargic. "But you promised that you would find Aldi's number for me?"
"Why don't you ask yourself, anyway. It's really difficult to order me," said Salsha.
"I'm embarrassed," Dinda chuckled. "Do you believe it or not, Sal, I'm nervous when I'm close to Aldi."
"That's too bad, you know," sneered Salsha.
From afar, Salsha saw Aldi and Bella walking into the classroom. Salsha sighed and lowered her face, because of Aldi she was embarrassed to look at the man.
*****"
"I'll go to Farel's class first, okay?"
Salsha stepped into Farel's class. There is no word off for her to chase the man she loves.
Salsha waved her hand towards Farel. But the man only glanced at him and walked past Salsha. Salsha snorted and followed Farel from behind.
"How can Farel just go away like that. I've already come to you," said Salsha in a spoiled voice. She ignored the disdainful stares that were directed at him.
Farel didn't care, he kept walking leisurely towards the cafeteria. This time, he was determined to openly pursue Bella even though she was always alone with Aldi.
"Farell," call Salsha again.
In the cafeteria, Salsha found Aldi and Bella eating together. Farel immediately ordered a drink and sat beside Bella without permission.
Salsha who saw that snorted in annoyance and sat down beside Farel. "How come Farel is sitting here. Let's find another seat."
Aldi smiled his crooked smile seeing Salsha's behavior. The girl was really desperate.
As if not noticing Salsha beside him, Farel looked at Bella with a sweet smile. "Eat a lot, please, Bell."
Bella felt uncomfortable in this position. At first, she was happy when Farel came to see him. But when Salsha also sat beside Farel it made him uncomfortable.
Bella put her spoon on the plate and took a sip of her sweet iced tea, then she looked at Aldi. "Ald, I've finished eating. Are you still eating or are you coming with me to class?"
Aldi did the same with Bella and stood up. "It's done, really. Come on."
Bella stood up and Farel also stood up.
"Bella, can I talk to you for a minute?" Farel asked.
Salsha looked at Bella with a sharp gaze. If Bella wants to, we can be sure that Salsha will go berserk right now. Bella who was being stared at just looked down.
"I can't, Rel. Next time," she refused. "You'd better accompany Salsha to eat."
Bella smiled briefly and pulled Aldi's hand to leave the cafeteria. Farel wanted to follow, but Salsha held Farel's hand first.
"You didn't hear what Bella said, did you? She said you accompanied me to eat here," said Salsha spoiled.
Farrell ruffled his hair. I don't know what else to use to make Salsha stop chasing his.
"Can you just don't follow me once," Farel grumbled.
With her innocent look, Salsha answered. "Can not."
"Bastard!" cursed Farel.