Years passed. Jiance would come early and leave late everyday. I was obviously hurt to see them together. But watching James being happier these days made me calm. She was the reason of his happiness. Constantly thinking about both of them I used to get a lot of headache. I felt like now James doesn't need me anymore. He has Jiance now and I can die peacefully. I was now physically and mentally destroyed. I felt like my each and every part will stop working someday. And that day won't be far. I missed my friends Nikita, Joe and all of them. I wanted to run away where nobody would recognise me.
When I went to office, I found out that James has to go on a business trip for 5 days with Jiance. He asked me to pack his bag. Next morning I saw Jiance came home. James and Jiance were sitting on sofa in the living room. As today they were going to board a flight overseas. I brought his packed bag downstairs. We three of us went to the car. James was on driving seat as usual I went to sit next to him without realising that Jiance will also be coming with us. As soon as I opened the front door James said, "Hey, what are you doing? Go and sit behind. Let Jiance sit here." I sat behind. We reached airport and both went ahead. I was engaged in taking out the luggage. I just took out them and went to give, till that I saw Jiance proposing James. Jiance said, "James I think I like you. And I think you also feel the same about me. Don't you?"
James was about to answer. I knew what his answer would be. I didn't dare to watch anything. So, I left before he could say. I suddenly felt pain in my head and my vision started getting blurry. I got up in the hospital with Nikita and Joe beside me. I was confused to learn that I am in the hospital. But happy to see Joe and Nikita. They told me they got married. And were just returning from honeymoon. They just departed the fight and found me. Joe asked me to give my dad's number so that he can call him to take me home. He wasn't aware of anything what happened with me. I told him everything what happened after he left. Joe was so angry to learn what James did. He wanted to sue him and see him in jail. That was complete violence that James did to me. I told him that whatever the reason might be. But I still love him. He was my every first, and can't forget him at any cost. Joe said okay. He asked me to give James number so that he can take me home. But he said," Before that let's hear out to the doctor what happened to you today". Doctor came and said he won't be able to discharge me. We asked Why? He said, "Actually the patient has blood cancer. She is in her last stage and merely 1 to 2 months maximum to live. Her body has been already damaged a long ago and now nothing can be done. We will keep her here for two days so that we will observe her condition and give her medicine that would increase her lifespan somehow." I couldn't hold my tears back. I didn't know what to do. Joe said, "Give James number we need to inform him as soon as possible." I changed my plans. I had to change everything. May be not only James but even god wants me to be away from him. I should have accepted my fate long ago. I asked Joe to keep everything in secret. I didn't wanted James to know my where abouts. Nor my condition. He is finally getting together and found his happiness. I begged Joe to let me live with him till I die and that won't be so long. Joe and Nikita felt bad for me. Nikita comforted me and agreed. They took me home. James returned from his business trip and found out that I have been missing these days. As expected he thought that I finally stopped pretending and ran away. All these days that I lived with him was fake and just my pretention. He said, "Finally what I thought was true. She indeed ran away. Why did she even bothered to stay here these years? She would have gone long ago. Finally…. Finally what I thought was true (smashed everything ...broke all the glasses and destroyed everything). "