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Chapter 13 - Chapter 13

Last days of my life:

We got married. I had a week to stay alive. He brought various doctors. But now it was too late. After wedding James took great care of me. He apologised every second he was with me. His eyes were full of guilt. He blamed himself for my condition. He wished we were together a long ago. We watched many movies, went to lots of adventure parks. But as my health wasn't good so we stayed in our house for the rest days. I asked him, "Why are you always taking me out to various places? Do you think I will die that easily?" I just joked so that he would behave normal. As these days are going too hard for him. But he was speechless the moment he herd me saying that. He kept mum. These days I saw constant tears in his eyes. He didn't leave me even a second. He didn't slept several nights because he wanted to keep looking at me as he felt he never looked enough before. I felt like, now I don't have any more ambition or reason to live. I got all I wanted in the end and that's enough for me. For me James was, is and will always be my love. At night my health started deteriorating. James panicked. He was afraid but he pretended to be strong.

He said, "It's just a minor thing. You will be all right. I am calling the ambulance don't worry. Just keep talking with me."

He took me to the ambulance. His eyes were teary, even he knew that it's my time to go now. He held me tightly. He said, "Rihanna listen to me. I know this isn't the right time to tell you something like this. But still I need to tell you, I am sorry (crying). I am really sorry. And I love you the most. I love you, I really love you and will always love you. Even if you won't be with me anymore, I promise this man that you loved will always be yours. Nobody can take your place in my heart. You were, you are and will always be. Love you (crying badly)." I wasn't able to breath. But the words he spoke gave me strength to die peacefully. I told him, "Find someone who will make you forget me. Get married and be happy. If you will be happy here. I will be happy too. But you need to move on. You can't spend your entire life like I did. It really feels worst to live alone." He kept crying. He wanted to say lots of things but he wasn't able to. He hugged me. I remembered our first meet, our first time holding hands, shoulder leans and all the good memories I had with him. And I took the last breath in the ambulance with James beside me. Even though I can't be with him anymore, my soul will be always with him. As he mentioned earlier in the contract, my life belongs to him, so I would like to add one more thing, even my death belongs to him.

End..

The complete story intends to tell you that, no matter how rich or poor you are. Revenge isn't the only option to end the things. Life can't be gained again once it is gone . Time is precious just as people.

After all its just a game of time !!