"Hello mom, how are you", I say while I started shedding more tears. " I had a great day at school, I met a friend, her name is Lucy, she's very nice. She showed me the school, it's huge. It's way more beautiful than my first one. It's more colorful, there are paintings everywhere and the walls are painted in beautiful colors.
Our classroom is blue, your favorite, it reminded me of you. " I tell her as she looks in my direction with the smallest smile on her face.
"I also met a boy, his name is Ivan. He's extremely handsome, he has brown curly hair, and the most beautiful pair of green eyes I had ever seen. Last night I had a dream, and all I could see was curly hair and emerald eyes similar to his. I know it might sound crazy, but I think it was him." I take a deep breath as she's still staring at me and continue, "I know it sounds creepy, don't give me that look. Anyway, he drove me home, and he'll be doing so every day after school.
I felt overwhelmed, seeing the person I love most laying there, while I stand helpless waiting for a miracle.
I kiss my mom on the cheek and go to my room. At this moment, I felt like a needed support, but it was nowhere to be found. My dad works his ass off so that he could afford mom's medication on top of all his other responsibilities, and I don't have any siblings.
It's just me and my playlists.