I apologise that I've not been updating sooner, I have not been okay for a while.
Anyway, I'm done with another book of mine, which would be soon be complete on light reader, but already is on wattpad, thatNigerianbae, then Novel cat, Asta kun.
I'm opened to messages or texts on wattpad anyway, I love you all and thank you for reading!
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The next morning....
Raven was a mess.
The next morning....
Raven felt like shit.
The next morning....
Raven felt like dying.
What have I done? She asked her reflection for the millionth time in the bathroom.
Images of last night flashed in her head and she squeezed her thighs together in shame.
Yes, shame.
She felt like a.... What was it humans called it?
Whore, yes that was it.
She didn't even know his name?
And they...
He had....
Oh fuck.
She turned the faucet on, using water and splashing it on her face as she held unto the sink, feeling bile coming up her throat.
She wasn't even disgusted by the fact that they had... Made love, like... Animals, but the fact that...
The fact that she had LIKED it.
What person...
She needed to leave before he woke up.
That was what she had to do.
So that was what she was about to do, wondering where the hell her troysers was as she looked her visibly shredded shirt, realising that all she had to wear left was a jacket before she heard him say "Come back to bed"
Over my dead body.
"I'd fuck your dead body"
What the hell?
She watched him sit up, his face still having that amused look bit now glowing like it had been brushed all over with makeup and his hair sticking out "I can read your thoughts now, did you know?"
"Excuse me?" She spat out.
"We bonded" He said, with an eyebrow raised "So technically.." Then he paused "You do know what that means, don't you?"
"Lets stop with the mind games okay?" She replied with a snap "What did you do to me?"
The words that rolled out of his lips had her mind snapping.
"I marked you"
And he said it so simple, like... Like it was so fucking simple!
Her eyes widened in fear now as she rushed to the bathroom, lifting her black hair and feeling her blood run cold at the mark there.
Right on her neck, was his name.
Axel
His name....
His fucking name!
She stormed back to the room as she said "How can I get it off?"
The look on his face, she was not prepared to see it "What?"
"I don't want a mate!" She snapped.
God, Misha would never forgive me...
I... I betrayed my own sister...
He chuckled, but this was dry, like... Like he wasn't actually okay "Everyone wants a mate"
"I'm not everyone, if you haven't noticed yet" She said.
His face came to an abrupt stop as he slowly said "Right"
"How can I take it off?" She demanded, in her Alpha voice.
He shrugged as he slipped out of bed, like her words had no effect on him "You can't"
"The fuck you mean I can't?!" She snapped.
He sighed, walking to her though she stepped back immediately "What's the big deal about this?"
"Big deal?" She snapped "To be at someone's mercy all the time? To be someone's play doll and being all submissive and stupid and when he's done he can just throw me away, like I mean nothing when he thinks I'm boring? I don't need anyone, and I certainly don't need you"
A look passed his face that didn't last long for her to actually know what it was as he said "That's not how it works"
She scoffed "Sure"
"And I'd be with you to prove that"
That made her freeze "What?"
"I'm following you back to your Pack" He replied, now taking his jeans from the bed, wearing it "I'd prove it that it's not as horrible as you think it is"
"You're damn crazy if you think I'd let you follow me"
"If you don't remember, I already know the way there, though last time, you were the one who took yourself back home while I laid you at the borders, oh, and also, I heard them looking for you last night...."
"That's impossible, you're not bonded to us and it's too far...."
"But I did" He cut in "And your Father is very upset. I don't think any reason you give him for sneaking out again would appease him, except of course, if I come with you.
Who knows, he might actually be happy to have a son in law"
She felt hate raise in her faster than it ever had for anyone "You can't force me to marry you!"
"There's no marriage necessary when we're already one..."
"Bullshit!"
Before he could say anything else, she marched into the bathroom and shut the door.
*
Axel knew, he could literally feel it.
That whatever had happened last night, was something she did not even want to think about, ever again.
And that she did NOT want to be here.
He could hear her thoughts flying to his head and it all read one thing.
Hate.
But hearing her think, no, want, to leave...
The idea of it...
He had spent four year, alone, the first one spent with him entering a dark hole that had taken him forever to crawl out.
Because he had seen the light...
And killed it.
And here, the moon goddess was giving him another chance.
To...
To try and she just wanted to....
And God, he hated it more when it realized there was an actual way to cut bonds.
She just had to....
Reject him.
Just say it...
Like he did to Misha.
And every wolf knew that, except her which was puzzling but he was beginning to understand that if there was anything Ravenna was.
It was puzzling.
Yet Axel knew one thing.
He was NOT letting her out of his sight.
He loved her.
He already did, the first time he saw her, whimpering and in pain.
He loved her.
And he knew she loved him too.
She just couldn't....
Feel or see it yet.
And he was ready as hell to fuck her to heaven and make her realize that.
He heard the bathroom door open and saw her face, taunt and emotionless as she said "I would never love you"
The words hurt, no, they killed him, but he managed to give a small smile "I'd work on that"
She rolled her eyes as she stared around the room "There's alot of.... Damage here"
Axels eyes did same as he took on the dent on the wall, broken chair and desk, broken bed too...
And of course...
Let's not forget the ripped shirts and underwear.
He just gave a smile this time, and it was real "I DID pay the kid a thousand bucks for a reason though"