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Chapter 6 - Let’s Get Drunk And Talk About Our Feelings

Hey,

If we were drunk would you tell me the truth?

Would I have told you the truth…

Would we have been together again? Would we have forgiven each other? Would you have remembered all we had together?

—The place where we watched the sunset, the time you promised you'd marry me, the smile of mine when I said I love you…

Would you have remembered or have you already really forgotten them

Because why am I the only one in tears, in misery? Why does it seem as if you have already moved on.

Moving to Europe must have been great for you. You must have already met someone new. A blonde, maybe. A prettier girl than me…

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I lied that I don't love you anymore

But everytime I see the sunset, everytime I see someone else smile, everytime I see promises made in movies, you're there…

You're the first one in my mind.

I can't seem to forget and forgive myself

Remember when you used to play your red guitar. You'd sing to me lullabies. I'd sleep knowing you're there beside me and in my dreams.

Remember when we planned our life together? You said you wanted 2 kids. I wanted 4. Both boys and girls.

Remember that first letter you passed to me in high school? You were caught by sir. And right there and then, you professed your love in front of the class.

Remember when, remember us? Remember love?

I think you don't.

I think you've forgotten everything and me.

That's okay.

At least I still have you —in my memories and dreams…

I wish to the stars when I sleep, you'd remember…you'd remember me and our love story.

Please, darling. Please remember the wish I told the stars that night

—that you'd remember that I have always loved you.