Sitting on the bed holding Visa & passport Sam stared at it silently thinking deeply about what to do next. Her dream of flying to korea was here in her hands. "Sitting like that won't help you" Sam's Grandma spoke standing at the balcony with her arm's crossed and her back facing Sam.
"I know" Sam mutters "but I'm sure that he won't approve of it" Sam speaks again looking at her Grandma. She was sure of it and she can bet on anything knowing her dad. "You don't know until you give it try Sam" Sam's Grandma turns around walking towards her Granddaughter. "I don't think so he will approve of it so it's a waste of time" Sam says as if she doesn't care staring at her Grandma sadness evident in Sam's voice. Not like she doesn't want to give it a try but she already knows the answer. "So are you going to give up on your dreams!?" Her Grandma asks disappointed.
At that Sam remains silent pursing her lips not knowing what to answer to such question. Will she let go of her dreams that easily!? Won't she put efforts?? Will she give up that easily?? So many thoughts running in her mind. "Seriously Sam!? Or are you afraid of it happening again!?" Her Grandma asked annoyed by this behavior of her granddaughter. Sam remained silent battling with her own thoughts she was in total confusion of this new start. "No Grandma it isn't about that It's.....it's just I'm afraid of dad and afraid of.....hearing his answer and then Fighting with him and getting hurt" Sam said she told what she was sacred of.
Hearing at her words Sam's Grandma's expression softened as she put a her hand on Sam's shoulder soothing her baby. "Look sweetie I'm saying this again if you won't try you never know the answer convince him he will agree to it and I'm with you baby" She said stroking her shoulders up and down
"Even if he doesn't agree giving it a try won't cost something. I'm telling you this because I don't want you to regret about this later and be mad at yourself for not trying it. Fighting for your dreams is not wrong Sam it doesn't matter who you fight with when it comes for your dreams. Everyone may call it selfish but it's what it is. Do what makes you happy it doesn't matter what others say." Sam's Grandma said sitting beside Sam making her granddaughter understand. Sam didn't utter a word she just shook her head gulping the lump that formed in her throat.
"Remember what Yoongi did he fought for his dreams till the end and he did everything to achieve his dream and it's paying him off well he went for his happiness if he would've given up that day he wouldn't be here and you too..." her Grandma sighed giving example off Yoongi would atleast help her she thought because Yoongi has a great impact on Sam.
"Don't be like me Sam...." She spoke her voice coming off low which describes remorse "I sacrificed for the sake of someone and did something which i didn't like and when I was ready it was already too late and I regret it till this day for not standing up for myself and fighting for my dreams. Just don't be like your Grandma....That's all I want" she sighed again and stood up when her granddaughter didn't gave any response but just stared at the Passport & Visa in her hands. Looks like she came to her decision already her Grandma thought disappointed.
Sam's Grandma really didn't wanted Sam to give up this easily and she won't give up until she convince her to talk to his son. So she did the last thing that would make Sam change her decision she can't help though the situation is forcing her to do. Sam's Grandma inhaled looking at Sam who was lost in her thoughts.
"If I knew of your decision I wouldn't have.....supported you Sam" She spoke disappointed obvious and left the room closing the door behind and leaving Sam alone in her room.
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Anneyong!! I posted after so long....Damnnn....
This chapter was short but I think it was imp for making Sam understand & for others to never sacrifice your dreams for others.....
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