I left and that was it.
Nothing really needed to happen for me to have taken this flight half way across the world to Southeast Asia.
The tired feeling I always had, had suddenly faded away and I was no longer frustrated with life for this short while. It could have just been the dopamine but suddenly everything felt brand new. I felt like life was starting to finally turn. Nonetheless the doubts started to flood in, was I going to go back to my same old life after I land. Was life going to turn out the same as before? I was begging that it wouldn't, it would have all been for nothing if it did...