Hoseok came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. He looked at himself in the mirror his shiny black wet hairs, his toned buff chest & his abs. He dried his hair and put on a grey sweatpant and hopped on the bed trying to sleep.
Hoseok wasn't the most happiest & loud when he's alone he's a quiet person or complete opposite you can say. He was glad atleast he didn't have to fake his act up.
Hoseok turned around waiting for sleep to take over him but he couldn't sleep even though he was hella tired he couldn't. His mind always got to think of that and he cursed at himself for doing it to get lost in his thoughts which will do nothing but hurt him.
He closed his eyes and turned on the other side of the bed facing his window. He couldn't sleep and that pissed him off.
Tomorrow is the important day for him and he have to wake up early for it. He woke up and put his white shirt on him took his Mang pillow and got out of his room. He was doing the only thing came to his mind.
Suga Hyungg...
"Who tf entered my....." suga stopped and looked at the mang guy standing there. "Ohhh it's you..." the guy slightly nodded & smiled.
As soon as suga turned around and saw hoseok his eyes softened looking at the cute boy standing at the door holding his Mang pillow.
"What's it hoba!?" Suga asked turning back to his laptop. When Suga didn't get an answer he knew why was hoseok here and he closed his laptop and faced hoseok.
Hoseok looked at suga with a pout and that was one of Suga's weaknesses. "Can I-I...get cuddles please....!?" Hoseok asked holding his Mang pillow tightly to his chest. Suga nodded smiling softly.
Without a second hoseok hopped on his bed happily. Suga turned off his laptop and laid beside hoseok. "Sorry hyung I couldn't sleep so i came to you" hoseok said facing suga he knew suga was gonna ask him so he said before he asked the question. Suga just nodded and patted his head.
Suga covered themselves in the blanket and pulled hoseok closer to him by his hands wrapped around hoseok's waist. Hoseok felt comfortable with Suga's touch and he slowly drifted to sleep. Both were sleeping peacefully and the night went as usual.
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Hoseok woke up to a faint noise in the room. He sat straight and rubbed his half opened eyes and looked at the room and then he saw suga standing near the window talking on the phone.
"Ohh Yess mom.....oh yeah sure don't worry about me I'm all fine....yeah I'm reallyy. Yess mom...okay fine" Suga turned around and looked at hoseok sitting on the bed staring at him with a blank expression. He didn't quite understand why he was staring at him so he mouthed him "Good morning" and smiled lightly.
Hoseok didn't return the smile but he just stared at him. Suga frowned at his behavior. "Ohh yess mom....yeahh I love you too" suga said hanging up the phone and turning around to see hoseok.
Hoseok heard his every conversation with his mom and he felt nothing no emotions at all.
When Suga turned around to greet hoseok again. He was gone hoseok left the room without greeting him and this concerned suga because hoseok never did that. He pursed his lips Slightly hurt by Hoseok.
I will ask him later...
As Hoseok walked out of the Suga's room he opened his room's door and slammed it hard. He was angry because something Triggered him.
Fucking Dumbass....
He thought balling his fists. He closed his eyes and opened it again. Clenching his jaw in anger. He need to get calmed before he does something stupid which he will regret later. So he decided he walked straight to his bathroom to get a hot shower maybe that will calm him down.
He came out from the 45 minutes of hot shower. He got dressed up in a black shirt and grey jeans. The black shirt tucked in the grey pants, folded sleeves making the outfit look kinda formal.
He picks his wallet and phone and pockets it. He picks the mask to cover his face and walks out of the room. While going down the stairs he stops mid way as he listens laughing sounds coming from the living room by the members. He sighs.
Not gonna deal with their shits today
He thinks shaking his head and walking down the stairs. As he reach the living room he sees them enjoying their breakfast he scoffs and walks towards the hallway until someone holds his wrist and stop him. Who's it now!? He looks at the tiny hands that was holding his wrist. One glance at the hands and he knows who's it.
It was Jimin holding Hoseoks right veiny wrist. Hoseok turned around and looked at Jimin and raised his eyebrow and eyed at his right wrist that was being held. Jimin let go of Hoseok's wrist because of Hoseok's gaze.
"Where are you going Hoseok!?" Jin asked stuffing his mouth with the chicken. He closed his eyes not wanting to lash out on the guy. "None of your business Jin!!" Hoseok said without using the honorifics. He opened the door and walked out. Everyone was surprised by Hoseok's sudden behavior.
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The weather wasn't that good it was gloomy outside as if it would rain in any moment. Hoseok was in his black car riding somewhere to meet a certain someone.
He stopped his car on the empty street looking for a certain person from inside the car. There he saw that person standing under a large tree. He blowed a horn to let the person know he arrived.
She turned her head at the direction of the sound coming from and she saw who's it. It was a girl wearing a black t-shirt and blue jeans with a grey coat on it. Suddenly, she started running in tiny holding her small black handbag. She stood infront of the car door trying to hold her breath from the little run she had. She opened the car door and got inside.
She turned around to see Hoseok and smiled at him brightly adjusting her glasses. In return she didn't get any smile as hoseok just started the engine to drive.
'How rudee' she thought.
The ride was silent until the brown hair girl asked "How are you Hoseo-" she was cut off by hoseok "It's Jay not Hoseok" he said in a hoarse voice driving calmly his eyes focused on the empty road.
She bit her bottom lip suddenly feeling nervous as all her excitement got drained. Why wouldn't she!? When Hoseo- Sorryy, Jay is here. Driving to somewhere Hoseok promised to go with her.
Jay scoffed looking at the girls expression. She glanced at Jay lips pursed. No, she can't just let Jay be here she needs to bring back him to normal because she knows how dangerous his alter ego Jay is. As a psychologist she shouldn't be nervous and she knows this. As Hoseok's new psychologist she needs to treat him. She has done this before to many people she can do this to him too Or maybe that's what she thought.
Ara you can do this. Fighting!!
She took a deep breath gathering her all courage to talk to Jay "Are you taking the medicines Jay?" She asked trying hard not to piss Jay. The car came to a sudden halt and Ara who forgot to wear her seat belt got her head hit hard to the dashboard. She groaned looking up to Jay rubbing her forehead. She was angry because of this and how rude Jay is but she needs to act calm.
She wanted to read his expressions and as usual she got none his face was blank no emotions in them but she did noticed something his neck veins visible then she looked down to his hands clutching the gearshift tightly and she panicked internally.
He's angry, he's pissed omg i have to do something before he kills me....
Right now Jay anger knew no boundaries he was going to lash out on her or do something hoseok wouldn't want to but does he care? No, he doesn't give a fuck then why was he controlling himself? Because he remembered a certain someone saying something to him and he promised to that person he wouldn't do something to hurt people. Was he going to keep that promise? Yess. Jay just looked at Ara and cursed her for being stupid.
She was thinking of reasons to calm him down but as usual there was none because she knew nothing will work. She just stared at him hoping for him to say something. It hit her suddenly she realized something she did something she shouldn't that's to call Jay by his name. He despised when someone called him by his alter ego name and there was only one person who could call him by that name.
"I'm sorry I'm reallyy sorry.." Ara apologized to Jay bowing her head down. She couldn't bring herself to look at his eyes because she could feel his deadly glares. Jay just looked at her and started the engine again driving to the location there are going. Ara sighed in relief knowing that he didn't do anything and now she won't dare to do anything stupid that will make him mad.
They reached the destination a small old hospital outside of the town. Ara got out of the car and looked back to Jay. He was still in the car staring in the front. He needed to calm down before going inside he can't go like this. "You should go i will be there in few minutes" he said without looking at her and drove away.
Ara stood there alone clutching her handbag confused whether to go inside or wait for him.
'He said to go not wait you dumb' her inner voice said. In the whole universe she hated her inner voice the most. She decided to go against her inner voice and waited for Jay.
Jay parked the car and sat there he need the time to calm down before going back to the hospital. He opened the glove box of the car and took out the medicines he also took the water bottle which was resting beside him. He stared at the medicines in his hands he knows this medicine will cause headache to Hoseok but he needed it now. He brought the medicines close to his mouth and chugged it down by drinking water.
Ara was still there waiting for Jay to return. His tall figured hovered her tiny body. She looked up to see the person and it was Hoseok. She smiled birghtly at him she knew it was Hoseok because of how his eyes shone and his whole cold demeanor vanished.
Hoseok didn't return the smile he just stared at Ara and this was not new to Ara his alter ego and Hoseok were kinda similar. She noticed his confused expression and realized he forgot what happened earlier. People with Alter Ego Disorder were like this they would forget what happened when they were in their normal self.
"Hoseok we came here to meet Mom"
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Anneyong!! I hope you like my first chapter. Hehehe sorry it's a little long chapter I promise to write short ones :)
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Borahae <3
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