Suga sat on the couch in the living room. He opened the book which he borrowed from Namjoon in the evening. He started reading the book to get some inspiring ideas for producing new songs. His alone time was broke when Jungkook came down in the living room singing one of their songs.
"Fake love....Fake love...."
It didn't bothered Suga after all he was so used to it. Jungkook came down to fill get some snacks but just when he was passing by he saw Suga sitting in the living room he couldn't help but ask him.
"Hyung why are you awake!?" Jungkook asked holding his can in one hand and snacks in the other. Suga looked up to see him "I can't sleep that's why" Suga answered looking at his book and turning to the next page. Jungkook narrowed his eyes he knew something was off but couldn't exactly pin point. He felt like Suga was lying but he shrugged it not wanting to doubt his hyung.
This doesn't feel good.....
Jungkook stood there thinking deeply. Suga looked at Jungkook and raised his brows in form of asking what's wrong!?? Jungkook broke out of his thoughts and shrugged muttering nothing. "Good night hyung" Jungkook said walking towards his room's direction. "Sleep well Kook" Suga said looking at Jungkook and he just mouthed Yess and showing his Thumbs up.
After an hour Suga closed his book and took of the glasses he was wearing. Suga looked up to clock and it read '1:35 am'. Suga rubbed his foreheads he was worried for someone who isn't home yet. Yes, he was waiting for Hoseok. He couldn't sleep because of what happened in the company. He had so many questions to ask and tonight he was confident that he would ask without stuttering infront of hoseok. The questions were bothering him and he couldn't sleep because of that.
Now, when hoseok still wasn't home he was worried. He grabbed his phone and switched the caller ID to call Hoseok. "The person you're calling is currently unavailable please call later and leave a voice mail" That was what said in the phone. He sighed staring at the phone.
He rubbed his temples and looked at the sideways where the balcony was. The windows of it were opened and Suga could feel the cold breeze he closed his eyes everytime the cold wind hit him. He stared outside he could clearly see the dark clouds and stars in sky. It was silent and peaceful and Suga was enjoying the view. He slowly leaned his head on head of the couch and as few minutes passed he slowly drifted to sleep.
The door creaked open and a sweaty tired hoseok came in removing his shoes. He looked tired because of the late night dance practice he had. He closed the door and turned around and saw Suga asleep on the couch.
Looks like he's having fun sleeping there.....
He said and walked to his room upstairs. As soon as he reached the room he threw his body on the mattress. Every part of his body was aching so badly. Hoseok didn't even bother to fresh up and sleep right now all he wished for was to sleep. Soon Hoseok was also in his dream world or more like hell world.
Hoseok found himself standing again in an abandoned dark road. He could see nothing around him it was pitch dark as always. Hoseok took few steps in the dark but froze in the place when he heard someone crying it was a voice of baby. He turned back and looked around to see but the crying voice stopped. He gulped and stood there.
"Appa....Appa...sa- save me and...and Eomma....Ap-pa...wake up....ple-please.....Eomma....Eomma and mee....Appa...."
He heard the voice of the baby again but this time talking. He couldn't recognize the voice but felt like he did hear it somewhere. He started walking to the direction of the voice coming but he felt like he wasn't moving but just standing there. He walked a little fast but when he looked down at his feet his legs were glued to the ground. He tired to lift his foot but he couldn't he felt his legs go heavy. He tried again but failed and stumbled on the ground.
"I...hate...y-you appa. You... didn't...s-save...me and....and Eomma...I hate...youu..."
He sat there listening to all the words that the baby said. He was stunned and couldn't speak a word. When hoseok heard the baby saying hating someone. He felt as if the baby was talking about him and hates him. Thinking of that hoseok felt his chest tighten and breaking in pieces. He knew nothing about whose this voice belonged or what it was saying. But the hating someone made him feel hurt.
"You shouldn't say such bad words to your Appa baby. Eomma didn't teach you things like this. Eomma is sad of you"
Hoseok's breath hitched when he heard the voice of the women. He stood up only to stumble and fall again on the ground. He wanted to run and see where did the voice came from but he couldn't he was helpless. Tears started to fall down Hoseok's cheeks as Hoseok tried to stand up again and search for the women. It was still the same voice the same sweet beautiful voice. He started crying hard as he felt helpless.
"Eomma don't be...sad" the baby said again. "Than promise Eomma you won't say such things again to anyone" The woman asked the child. Hoseok was there kneeling on the ground crying listening the conversation.
It was silent for few minutes before Hoseok heard the Women and the child laughing and talking something which he couldn't hear properly. He started to hit the ground in anger and heartbroken. He continued hitting the ground for few more seconds before his head hit the ground. Hoseok fainted but before completely loosing his consciousness he heard the woman saying something.
"I Love You...."
Hoseok shot his head up immediately he was panting heavily and sweating hard grabbing the bedsheets tightly in his fists. He sighed and looked around the lights still on. Another Nightmare and this time different one. He wanted this countless of nightmares to end but what could he do? Nothing right!? Some of them were scary others were from his past that he wanted to erase.
He felt his face wet and realized he was crying he. He wiped his tears with the back of his hand. He looked at the clock and it read '3:30 am'. This is the only time he would wake up after every nightmares. Hoseok leaned towards his drawer for the sleeping pills. He took them out and when he looked for the water the bottle was empty. He ran his fingers through his hairs.
Hoseok was going back to the room after filling his bottle but stopped in his tracks when his eyes fell on the particular figure. He narrowed his eyes and realized it was Suga still sleeping on the couch with no blanket.
Why did he sleep here out of all!?
Hoseok walked up to him and stood infront of the sleeping Suga. For a moment Hoseok got lost in Suga's beauty. Seconds later he shook his head and bent down to pick up Suga.
Hoseok picked up Suga in his Arms gently not wanting the older to wake up and freak out. Hoseok started but soon stopped when Suga wiggled in his arms and held onto Hoseok's sweaty shirt. Hoseok scrunched his nose and started walking again towards Suga's room.
He reached Suga's room and gently put him down on the bed covering Suga with blanket. Suga pouted shifting in the bed. Hoseok just chuckled finding his Suga hyung cute. Hoseok gently stroke Suga's hair and a smile crept across Hoseok's face.
He really looks like a cat....
Hoseok thought and left the room turning the lights off on the way. Hoseok sighed deeply again leaning on Suga's door. Recalling the nightmare. He couldn't shake off this uneasy feeling from his heart. The child's words kept repeating in his mind and the those last words that the woman said. He felt like meeting them right now even if he knew it's impossible to.
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"The fairytale has turned into a nightmare."
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