"Hoseok we came here to meet Mom"
Ara said and raised her head to look at Hoseok it seems like he remembered why he was here. She just motioned him to follow her and he obeyed her.
They both reached to the room they were here for. Ara opened the door and got inside and mouthed hoseok to come in holding the hospital door for him. He came inside and saw an old woman around her 60s laying on the hospital bed wearing an oxygen mask staring at the outside view of the window.
As if the Woman noticed Hoseok's and Ara's presence she turned her head around and saw them. The Woman's eyes widened and she beamed looking at the person she didn't saw in years.
Smiling Ara walked to her side and helped her Mom sit on the bed. Hoseok was still there standing staring at the woman infront of him. Is it been years since he last saw her? Maybe it has been.
He was surprised by her beauty the woman looks the same when he last saw her is what Hoseok's thoughts were. Her warm ivory skin and her black orbs staring at Hoseok with nothing but love. The only thing which missed in her beauty was her black long silky hairs they were gone she was bald now because of the Cancer disease she has but still that didn't stopped her for being this beautiful.
"Mom you wanted to meet Hoseok right!? See he's here..." Ara said squeezing her Mom's shoulders. The Woman just smiled at Ara and muttered a 'Thank you' she raised her hands and signaled Hoseok to come and sit on the chair.
Hoseok hesitated but gave up and sat on the chair. He didn't know what was happening and why he was here. He just knew his Aunt wanted to meet him and he agreed to it.
They heard the knock on the door and all the three looked at the direction. A nurse was standing there holding a file on her hand. "Are you Mrs. Kim Hyejin's daughter...Ms. Kim Ara!?" The nurse asked looking at Ara as she closed the file. "Yes it's me..." Ara replied to the nurse. "Follow me Ma'am the doctor wants to talk to you" The nurse said glancing at Hyejin and than back at Ara.
Ara was nervous as why doctor wants to talk and what's it hoping it's something good. She glanced at her Mom "Talk to him i will be back" she said earning a smile and nod from her mother and went out closing the door following the Nurse.
Hyejin looked at Hoseok and brought her right hand close "You got more Handsome" she said caressing his left cheek smiling fondly at his nephew. Hoseok said nothing he just stared at her. "How are you!?" She asked him ruffling his black hair.
Hoseok didn't know what to do the warmth he was feeling from her Aunt's touch made him realized he missed her. He missed the motherly feeling it wasn't exact the same but it still felt good. He missed being treated like this from his loved ones. "I'm Fine. How are you!?" He said softly looking down at his fidgeting fingers. Hyejin chuckled at his Nephew's behavior which made Hoseok look up at her. She then shrugged and showed herself means 'See I'm like this'
Hoseok chuckled quietly at his Aunt's behavior even after years she hasn't changed being funny. As if he realized what he just did he quickly straightened and coughed as if he let his guard down for a second. Hyejin noticed this and her smile faded she tried to make Hoseok laugh and she succeeded but something was off about him and she knew what it was.
Seeing Hoseok after years made Hyejin happy. She missed him alot everyday she used to remember Hoseok and request Ara to take her to him but seeing him coming to visit her she felt overwhelmed. She looked at Hoseok everything about him reminded her of someone. Hyejin had so much guilt eating her she wanted to protect Hoseok and make him feel loved but she couldn't do neither of them. She wanted to do everything for him but she couldn't and she hated herself for that.
She was happy & proud of Hoseok that how far he came and fulfilled his dream of becoming an idol and this could only happen because of a certain person. Only she knows how grateful she is for that person and how badly she wanna say it to that certain someone maybe she can.
She had thought she would talk to him alot but now after seeing him no words were actually coming out. She only has few months left before she leaves from this awful world that also means she has to leave Hoseok & Ara alone and that scared her. She has a dream but is afraid to ask Hoseok about it and maybe it could Trigger him which she doesn't want.
She knew it was to soon to ask this but she wasn't sure she could meet him next time. She couldn't loose this chance and should ask him. Why was she so desperate about it!? She wanted to see him happy once for real not the fake smile he carry. She has saw him on TV shows and loved how he was always cheerful and happy around the members but it was all fake it was part of his career and a role given to him to act like one.
"Hoseokiee...." when Hyejin called Hoseok by his Nickname Hoseok's head shot up and looked at her. It didn't felt good but at the same time it didn't hurt him much no one was allowed to call him that apart from some choosen ones. He nodded for her to continue "when are you...going to marry!?" Hyejin said looking at him.
As Hoseok heard those words he clenched his fists and he his eyes turned dark. Even after knowing a topic like this Triggers him. "Never!!" Hoseok said in deep voice looking at her Aunt. Hyejin noticed his actions looks like it Triggered him.
Was Hyejin scared? No, she was used to this hoseok after all. "But Hoseok I wanna see you having your own family before I leave" Hyejin said shifting on her bed. "Are you blackmailing me emotionally!?" Hoseok asked leaning forward a little with a smirk on his face. Well Hyejin didn't succeed she was trying to do it even tho she knew it won't work on Hoseok but anyway she continued with her act.
"No Hoseok, I'm genuine about this understand it. I care about you and I wanna see you happy" she said. Everything that Hyejin said was true she genuinely wanted to see Hoseok happy with someone he loves. Hoseok scoffed at hearing her Aunt's genuine words.
"I don't see why seeing me marry will make you happy!?" He said leaning back on his chair. Hyejin looked down having no answer for Hoseok's question. "And Aunt it's impossible!!" He continued knowing that he made her Aunt left with nothing to answer back.
"But Hoseok...." Hyejin opened her mouth to say something but was cut off by Hoseok "Don't. Just rest well without any worries live your last days of your life happily. Don't try to trigger me..." Hoseok said standing up from his chair and walking towards the door his left hand on his pocket. He opened it and looked back at her Aunt who was looking at him "Or the consequences won't be good and you Clearly know that" Hoseok said smirking leaving the room.
Hyejin sat their speechless it was best for her to not Trigger him rather than experience something bad. She couldn't tell if it was Hoseok or Jay the similarities kinda made it difficult for people to understand him but she understood exactly what Hoseok meant. Even if Hoseok wouldn't do anything out of emotions but Jay would his alter ego didn't knew or care about something like emotions but he surely knew how to destroy someone and he wouldn't hesitate to do it.
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Anneyong!! I like both Jay & Hoseok. Comment me which one is ur favorite....
Also correct me if the chapters have some grammatic errors.
I love you <3
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