"For all the times you made me cry and caused me pains,I so hate you

....you lied to me and deceived me

..... you played on my intelligence I so much hate you and myself, for allowing myself to be played by you.

It's over babe.i can't continue anymore."

I look through the text for the 5th time with my eyes blinded with tears. I was going to break my three years of relationship with Him.i loved him so much but I ....

My name is Gift, an undergraduate of the university of uyo located at the southern part of Nigeria.i'm dark skinned with an oval shaped face,tall,slim with full assest.my bodily shape? Ahhh u can bet! A perfect figure. God created me well.. My face and life depict a pure,honest,principled, Godly and responsible personality. Enough about me already, back to my story.

I met Jeremiah on facebook,he was all I wanted in a man.....dark,tall,six pack, intelligent, ambitious, hardworking, focused, God fearing so I thought and a fantastic personality...He was a student like me but he was in his finals while I was in my 200level. He has so much visions that he shared with me. That act makes me feel so special.

We chatted for a while on facebook before we finally met. That day he kept staring at me as I walked down to him in the restaurant his mouth was bit opened expressing the word " Wow"

Of course I'm that beautiful,winks

"Good afternoon dear" I greeted shyly

"Good afternoon beautiful" he replied flirty

Silence...

"Errmm u look so pretty dear more beautiful than your pictures.wow".. he noted trying to compose himself

I chuckled

"What will you like to drink?"

" Anything soft"

He stood up..got some soft drinks and snacks.He looked at me and smile to himself.ouch!! I love that smile .He kept on taking pictures of me over and over again while I blush and smile shyly .it all look perfect and beautiful.

"What's your take on sex before marriage" I asked searching his eyes for the right answer, knowing too well that the eyes is the window to the soul.

"Well I'm not a celibate,had sex in my previous relationship but if you want me to wait,I would..I love you, I really mean it my dear"

"I love you too "

Wow what a brilliant reply so I thought

We left there after having some personal conversation.u want to know? I won't tell

Fast forward to 8 months later✍️✍️✍️

Jeremy came visiting one day and requested me to pay him a visit..I was worried about that but I kept it to myself. He noticed.

"U don't trust me,I wonder what you call love"

"Hey babe you are taking it far oo"

"No that's just the truth,do you trust me enough?"

"I do babe"

He left not happy with my response..how much I hate to see him that way

"I'm sorry baby" I wisper to myself

The next day during lecture I decided to ask my Friend, Blessing for her view about visiting my Jeremy.

"Blessing, Jeremiah asked to come visit him,do you think I should? I asked confused

"He is your friend and he has been coming to see you..I think you should , there's nothing wrong with that." She replied blurtly

"Ok"

Fast forward to that day...

He called me so many times that I began to feel angry about the whole stuff and then I began to feel scared...so that i decided not to pick anymore.when I got to his hostel,he was so happy.He welcomed me specially that my fears disappeared.i felt comfortable wow!

"Welcome babe, you look so beautiful wow I'm blessed"He said holding me so close to himself and attempted kissing me which I objected to.then I looked at him carefully.His erection visible through his trousers. My heart skipped.

He saw how uncomfortable I became and he told me not to worry.Then he went to get drinks and snacks for us to eat. When he came, he sat close to me. Meanwhile I was sitting on the bed because there was no chair in the room. He drew me close to himself and gave me a kiss. His lips on mine, eating deeply into my mouth, gently sucking my tongue sending some chilled feeling down my spine. His lips moving from my mouth down to my neck as he gently caress my hair. I was getting all weak,the desire for more eating me up . I was dripping wet in between my leg..I never felt that way....

"Baby,I love you so much" he breathed on my neck

"Please stop" I said.. fighting