So, My Mr Man In Black left me before the New Year's Day leaving a bag full of memories for me to smile and make my further upcoming days. His parents and brother left too on the 1st of January, 2021. I came back home to the grind likewise.
Most of the moments spent with him was at night. He was busy all day doing I don't know what. Nevertheless, I got the opportunity to collect our memories. The memories are my collectables and I preserved those and will preserve them evermore in my vault. Those days spent with NB was nominated the most precious moments of my life. NB was something else that I had never felt before. He is more of a feeling than a person. Never met anyone like him before nor felt the way any earlier as he made me feel.
The sentiments were throbbing me straight in the heart. The remarkable thing that I missed the most was his teeth-exhibited smile. It had become my habit but I had to get used to surviving without it. The next thing I yearned the most for was his perfume's smell which was still stuck in my nose without a hot glue gun. I felt his absence everywhere. Didn't even realize when he had become such a crucial part of my life. I started missing him every time, everywhere, doing everything.
But no matter what, I couldn't stop regretting that I couldn't even see him off. Time flies too fast when you're having fun. But I was happy to confess everything in the nick of time. Okay, maybe not everything, at least, some hints. I believe those hints were enough for him, after all, he wasn't born yesterday!
Well, one of my other big regrets was not singing to him my first ever original written for him. I named this song "Always Mine" as this was about having a crush turning into the first love and the desire to calling it mine, only and always mine. I wrote this on 22nd December, you know, the night of the movie day. But the best thing is, that was the turning point for me as a songwriter. He taught me many things that I had never thought I'd ever do. Thanks to My Mr Man In Black for being my inspiration and being the start of everything in my life. Every cloud has a silver lining!
Oh yes, I forgot about Molly, she, as usual, became my partner in sorrow, regret and untied hopes. She was struck too!