Ximena walked home lost in thought as she opened the house doors walking absent mindedly to her room as her mum called back.
"Oh mum, you are back she said abruptly trying to smile." "Yeah, how was the party?"
"It was fine mum," she answered. "And one more thing, l already found a place so we will move by the end of this week," her mum said.
"So fast!!! Mum!, Gosh I really don't like this she frowned." "Why are you getting worked up baby, her mum asked,"
"You already agreed right? "And we wouldn't have to move again, ever."
"You can never tell," she mouthed and walked upstairs without further talks, her day had been totally rough.
She rolled throughout the night, thinking of what she told Kaylee earlier. "I am sorry girlfriend but I am neither gay nor bisexual, I really like you but I just can't date a girl or love a girl." She knew she hurt her friend because she cried while she hugged and patted her back.
"What can I even do when I am even moving in few days?" U think it's for the best she thought and stared at the ceiling.
"Should I get a guy to date?" "What am I gonna do?"
"Should I try clubbing let's see if i do guys?" "Gosh I don't know what to do," she signed in frustration. Will she confess in front of the alter?
I don't know, don't ask me she told her mind.
"What are you watching?" Gina asked as she joined Kim in the leaving room with a bowl of fruit salad.
"Korean dramas she said as she fixed her eyes on the screen." "Is there no american something you could watch?"
"Forgot where am from?, Can't really forget my roots even if I don't know if am going to visit Korea soon."
"I can speak little of the language so, it ain't that bad."
"I'll get to eat local foods and probably make new friends, maybe you'll come with me too right?" "Yeah I will but first, let's plan how we are finishing senior grade." "And also one more thing mum got married, he even has a five year old daughter because he probably married late."W
"Wait so, your mum's starting baby motherhood again?" Kim asked.
"Yeah, it'll be the best for her she didn't watch me grow so another child will probably teach her."
"And your dad?"
"He says I can stay here as long as I want, I think he's got a girlfriend." "I hope she doesn't give birth, the thought of having younger step siblings creeps me out."
"You have one already," Kim said laughing.
"Well it's my mum's business not mine, Grown ups are just going their shit and neglecting the children," Gina murmured.
"Mum is coming back to stay fully next week," Kim said. "That way we'd at least have an adult to watch us."
On Saturday, their luggages were packed already, flight already booked and they were moving. Ximena left Kaylee a letter and a pen recorder.
"You say whatever you like to it and hope the message gets to me, I will really miss you Kaylee, you really are a dear friend. I hope we meet again. Yours dearly."
Ximena💜