I open my eyes only to find myself in a weird place which I can't describe , a place that no matter how hard I try can't remember a single detail.....
"weird" I thought to myself "
'yes, you are weird ' a voice resounded in my head
"wha-how can you speak in my mind? ", I ask that voice.
'it's not really difficult to converse with you , you and I are the same or more accurately you are a part of me.' the voice calmly replied.
"wha-"
'don't think about it, you won't understand it' the voice interrupted.
"okay"- I don't understand why I say it or why was I being so obedient.
" So show yourself, tell me who you are or where you are" I asked.
'I am everywhere and nowhere.' the voice replies.
"huh! what bullshit is that!? "
'I am present everywhere if you try to sense me or rather connect to me and if you try to find me than I am nowhere to be found' the voice peacefully explains
"oh! so you are God? " -I mocked him but still his voice sounded so peaceful.
'Yes, that's me' said the voice in my mind.
"heh! " I exclaimed,
'I want to meet you Ryo' the voice said
"hmm, who is Ryo? " I asked,
'it's your name ' the voice replies,
"huh? " Oh boy, I was perplexed,
'haha.. you don't remember it, do you? but you will remember it soon enough.' the voice laughs inside my head.
* the background twirl and spins until a figure of a fat humanoid with stars and cosmos engraved in it arrived. *
"huh! so this is your true form God!?"
'haha.. no this isn't my true form didn't I tell you before?'
"huh! oh, I remember so what is this?"
'This is an apparition of my Will which I am using to communicate with you. Didn't you say you want to see me?'
"hmm yes, so God why do you call me here? "
'I called you here to meet you'
"Oh! why God? "
'I can't tell you.'
" Why "
'Because it's not the time for it. I will tell you when the predestined time comes.'
" hmm? does that mean that my destiny is already predestined from the start? "
'No, no one can set others destiny not even I can do that'
"Not even God can do that? "
'Yes, everyone destiny is set by Themselves.
Always remember that. '
" So why can't you tell me my destiny. "
'I am afraid if I tell you then your destiny will change into something else because of my influence.'
"hmm , doesn't that means that our destiny will change with every person we met? "
'Yes and No but you are quite sharp aren't you?'
" hmm.. I don't know. " I shake my head.
'Hahaha... well then, rei let's meet again. You will remember everything after you get out of here.'
* my vision turned blurry*
" then God, what will happen to me?
* I started to black out*
'You will reincarnate.'
" re.. incarnate? "
'Yes'- the God replies
* the surroundings started to turn dark*
" then are you a God or a goddess? " I didn't know why I asked it.
The only thing I remember was getting a smile.... a smile that encompasses everything.
The light, the darkness, the truth and the fabrications.. Ah.. I finally remembered it..
... my memories* whispers*
At that time, I didn't know that something had changed inside me....
A change that was embedded far deeper then my own soul
A change that will later become my strongest support but also the strongest curse.