Of course I don't, I just felt that calling was going to pass a wrong message.
You've always thought..
I don't despise you but we can't workout,don't you get it?
I don't cause I'm not going to let you go.
Lobatan niyen. Bia nwokem is it by force?I said I am no longer interested period!
You must be o. If your love has finished we will use my own to fuel it.
I have the right to say no right?
Yes you do but I also have the right to say Yes to us too.
I didn't plan for this. This is too much,why does he always insist on not letting go.
I started venting my anger and irritation to Fame because it was becoming frustrating. I started raising my voice,Fame was signaling me to stop. I didn't,I was pissed off with the whole thing. The next thing I saw was his lips on mine, In public!!!
I'm not a fan of PDA. I didn't want to create a ruckus. I bit his lip hard so he could stop but he made the kiss more intense which created attention, it was an embarrassing moment for me maybe not for Fame. He noticed I was no longer comfortable,we had to leave. On our way home we got into a heart to heart conversation which finalized our relationship continuation.
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The clockwise and anticlockwise moment of the clock can be so fast.It's been 2years in relationship with Fame,we've blown hot and cold but we never broke up. It's also been 2years since I last spoke with Alex. All of a sudden he is sending me tonnes of messages expressing his feelings. Somehow a little of the old feelings came back. Alex seems to be the only constant in my life, he goes on and off and it doesn't make sense.
We started chatting on FB again but he still doesn't want to understand that we grew up. He still wants the same old conversation flow with the countless love emoji that he sends. Alex returning is having an effect on Fame and I,I've been acting cold towards him.Everything is beginning to bore me,I was getting tired of the relationship I just want to end my relationship with Fame, stop speaking with Alex, delete my memory and runaway to a quiet place where I'm not known. It's a crazy world..