His lying in bed like a dead.
After drinking a whole bottle of his favorite tequila, he remembered about Madison. "Shoot...where is she?" he asked himself.
He rubbed his eyes and blinked several times to see clearly and he's thinking whether he should go find her or not. He's feeling better now. Really better. After thinking almost for 10 whole minute he decided to bring her into this room.
"If I want her safe that's the best idea I guess." he said while buttoning his shirt.
He went straight to the beach looking for Madison.
"Mady?...Mady!?" he yelled.
"Mady where are you!? I'm... I'm sorry for talking like that okay? I should... shouldn't have...so please I know you are here somewhere hiding. So Please..." he tried to explain. "It's some late already, let's go to the room, shall we!?"
"Finally something I like." Madison said smiling form behind.
"Oh there you are, huh...you got me worried babe." he hugged her.
"You just called me babe?" Madison asked confused. "I mean really? What's the matter, come on open up... " she said after walking past him.
Zach followed her to ten resort. "Listen, I..i need to get some sleep okay? I'll tell you everything in details, I promise, since you are the only one I got now. But I'll tell you those tomorrow." He opened the door with the key card and went inside holding Madison's hand. Madison can feel their old love back. 'I think he always broke up with Stella's she thought and gave a smirk. Then turned normal and unbuttoned his shirt.
"W-what are you.." Zach wanted to ask what she was doing but Madison cut him off, "Shh...be comfortable Zach, I know you like it better without shirt while sleeping."
Zach just smiled. And went to sleep as If nothing happened, he's fine.
But how can I tell you that he's burning in hell inside his head.
How can I tell you that those guilt are eating him alive.
How can I tell you how much anger he is hiding behind his softness.
How can I tell you how restless and suffocated his soul is feeling inside of this body.
How can I tell you how eager he is to kill Ron right now.
How can I tell you how much he needs his peace back.
How can I make you believe he still wants Stella no matter what.
He's literally living the deadness.
His eyes closed he's thinking about Ron and Stella kissing. And his breathing literally stops everything he sees their lips engaging.
"What happened Zach?"
Madison asked concerned after she saw Zach just jumped of the bed as if he saw a worst nightmare of his life.
"Nothing. I think I should get a shower first, I'm exhausted and... and...well I'll just go." Zach said it while leaving the bed.
Madison just watched him weirdly. Wanting to know what actually happened. But she scoffs after realizing that Zach ain't gonna tell him. At least not now, maybe some other day.
"Never mind." she turned the TV on and change some channel until she found the song channel where one of her favorite songs, "Lean on" was playing.
Zach turned the shower on and just kept standing under it without talking breath. As if he's in a mission to die. He doesn't know what to do, he feels really, I don't know what. He holds both his ears with both hands and suffocated it for a while. He can hear all the sound blurry now.
And... and it's Peaceful.
He slowly starts smiling. He's moving his head right tonight left slowly in a rhythm. And his finally getting some peace.
He thought could stand under this shower, just like this, forever....but after a while his foot started aching and he moved it a little then sat down on the ground too.
After spending more than 1 hour inside bathroom he realized that he needs to go to sleep. He's freaking tired.
Wearing a towel around his waist, he came out and saw Madison lying on the bed. Suddenly he remembered his golden days. This is exactly how she used to give him surprises while he used to do a part time job back then. He'd come home and enter his room just to see Mady, lying on the bed with a big smile and some nachos in a grey plate. Her big smile used to turn on Zach's smile too no matter how bad his day or mood used to be.
"Let's start the feast, I bet you're hungry." she used to say. He would put off his shirt and sit next to her.
"You are a real queen."
Zach smiles after recalling each of the moments with her.
He wears his trousers and slowly starts going next to her.
Madison was already lost into the TV show... so this is what Zach did... he slowly sat behind her and planned on scaring her a little. He knows how shock she gets when someone even touches her while her concentration stays on something else. So he just caressed his index finger from her neck to waist real fast.
"Whaaa!" she yelled and fell from the bed. Zach started laughing and fell on the ground too.
"Damn you!?" Madison started slapping his shoulder. Zach bore it all and then he pushed her to the ground and sat keeping his legs sideways, on top of her. He pinned her hands to the ground and said, "Did you forget that I'm stronger, Madison?"
Madison just blinked a several times, put her heads a little closer to him and kissed him on the lips.
She was remembering all their good memories too and she just couldn't stop herself from recreating those, feeling those again.
Zach felt a shiver went down his spine. And he kissed deeper as agreeing to her decision. "I...uh... I.. love you, my lady." Zach said after letting go of her lips.
Yeah, Zach used to call Madison "Lady" also treated her like a queen.
"I love you to the moon, my love." Madison said then kissed him again.
"I don't feel good when you pull away my happiness from me Zach. Just don't stop kissing me. I've missed this literally." And she kissed again.
Zach didn't wanted to pull her happiness away this time...so he kept kissing and pulled her body instead. Slowly he kept her on the bed and leaned over him without stopping.
Zach can feel the heat Madison has all over her body. She's become horny af and so has Zach. It's getting hard for him to control his desire for some more time.
"Come on my love, I know you want me. Don't fight your demon for me..." Madison said which brought a smile on his face.
He started pulling her dress off. Kissed her more passionately. Bit her lips.
"I'm not Stella after all." she said with a smirk. Zach stopped suddenly. As if his brain literally stopped for a whole damn minute! Then it came back to working again.
Stella....
Stella Beckham....
How's she? Where's she now?
And then slowly came all his memories with her. He slowly went aside her.
"What happened?"
He wanted to say nothing but couldn't.
"Zach? What..." she started.
"Nothing!!!"
He yelled so loud while pulling his own hair and suddenly two drops of tears ran down his cheeks.