Park stood behind the bars but he wasn't the one in custody.He looked at me;His words clearly stated "What did I do to the universe to deserve you?"
I am still guilty.No evidence pointed out that I was the criminal. I am very aware that he was tired of hearing these words.'Unfortunate events, nothing more"I couldn't help but feel a dark void inside me once I realized how much I lost his faith in me.
He had always stood by me.How is it that I am loosing him as a friend slowly.I uttered no words after my last statement.For the first time ,his anger petrified me.
Hardly had I breathed the freedom air when he again pointed out of how wrong I was.Actually in my head I was in every way correct in my action.I wish for courage,to stand up in front of anyone and tell them of the crazy sherades happening in my life.
But yet again,the highest chance of anyone believing me would be one in a million.I guess that what happens when you take up the role of the child who cried wolf.
I have always been a coward when it came to speaking my woes.I can't blame anyone else but me for this behavioral outcome.That day will never fade.It made me re-think my life.Honestly trouble is my middle name.
The sun stood so tall that my shadows disappeared into a little mock of a circle.Despite the long literature on moral manners,I felt no remorse.No regret on what I just did.My behavior only showed how precise Mrs.Lou's statement was.
" Sabrina the world doesn't revolve around you"
Yet I refuse to get the point behind her words. That day I just left from throwing another one of my infamous tuntrams. Ironically my behavioral health never nearly affected my studies.And even then I still had a feud with my alleged father.
It haunts me to this day his reaction in the therapist's room. "This girl is helpless.Good luck Lou.Do your best or otherwise I'll be flushing my money down the drain"
I sat there next to him in painful silence.But is a ten year old supposed to feel emotional pain to this extreme extent?
Exactly.That was his mentality too.Ten year olds are to have fun.Basically not be stressed out by anything.I don't think he realized how deep his words cut. All in all,The therapist office in addition to sounding strange in front of a stranger .Let alone a friend .A police officer will only make it worse.Actually nothing would be done . Besides they were mysterious notes with no single threat.
I understand Park's anger.He has every right to ignore me.I could try to put myself in his shoes but that would do no good.Then suddenly as we were approaching his car ,he halted.
He turned around and said,"The world doesn't revolve around.Listen for once"
He left me eating dust of his rushing car.Another way of saying "If you want to do it yourself . Don't bother calling anyone else.Good luck¿"
She came behind me.And like she always did back then.She comforted me.Moly Cruise came up to me . Apologies is what she could and had offered.A reunion is what I call it.
I was clueless to where she was taking me.She was excited nonetheless and I followed blindly.
We sat down at the coffee shop -a few blocks away from the station. Together we went down memory lane. We discussed everything from what I missed to the extra tales she had to tell. We handled no old pictures but still managed to remember everything . Details from when we met to when we departures.
Somethings never change. My stubbornness ,Her tolerative nature and the weird complex relationship between us. A forever young concept.
"Who would have taught that we would find each other again?"
" The chances were short,I agree"
" I can't comfort you any further, It's work,I am working.No one else in the office have stayed with you long enough to know you as well as I do"
"I know,Your right"
"I believed you."A long pause was issued before she completed her sentence ,"I found this in her apartment.Take it it may help you ?"She took a last look at her watch before finally leaving me stranded.