I Տᗴᗴ YOᑌ Iᑎ ᗰY ᗪᖇᗴᗩᗰ..ᗯᗴ ᗩᖇᗴ ՏᗰIᒪIᒪIᑎᘜ ᗩᑎᗪ ᒪᗩᑌᘜᕼIᑎᘜ ᗩᑎᗪ YOᑌᖇ ᕼᑌᘜᘜIᑎᘜ ᗰᗴ TIᘜᕼT ᒪIKᗴ YOᑌ ᗪOᑎ'T ᗯᗩᑎᑎᗩ ᒪᗴT ᘜO...ᗷᑌT ᗯᕼᗴᑎ I ᗯᗩKᗴ ᑌᑭ IT ᕼITՏ ᗰᗴ ᒪIKᗴ ᗩ ᗷᑌᒪᒪᗴT TᕼᗩT YOᑌ'ᖇ ᘜOᑎᗴ .....ᗩᑎᗪ YOᑌ'ᖇ ᑎᗴᐯᗴᖇ ᑕOᗰᗰIᑎᘜ ᗷᗩᑕK.

Hey there, my name is Mia. and welcome to my gloomy life here. I have been like this since my boyfriend (ex-boyfriend basically) died in a car accident last month. And i blame nobody for that but me. Ever since that unpredicted night I have not stepped out from my apartment . I hardly eat or get any sleep. Its like I'm not the same person I was before. He was so delicate and yet in the end I broke him into pieces.

Sleep is not sleep anymore, its an escape. I fell like there nothing exists anymore, I've become an acosmist. Now I spend hours seeing through quotes to find words that I cannot say. Why would you give me such pain for what I said that night. Were you that upset that you gave me something so hard to bare throughout my life.

I got off my bed heading towards the bath to freshen up. Coming back to the room I opened my phone just to see hundreds of miscalls and messages popped up on the screen asking if I was doing ok of comforting me that its ok now and that I should forget about my past and move on with life. But little did they knew that SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T LET GO OF WHAT IS MAKING YOU SAD, CAUSE THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY.

Hey guys,this the author here ...I hope you liked the first chapter and if u didn't then I'll definately see though it and see what more I can do with this....till then have a nice day and stay home, stay safe.

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