I see you every day, where we used to be I see laughter I see fights that we don't mean... I see you everyday even in my dreams, but then I wake up with no one next to me... So would you come back to me, cause all I know, yeah all I know is this love is driving me crazy..... So please come back to me.
Waking up in the morning with red puffy eyes would be the last thing you would ask for.
I think of you so often that I find it hard to believe that you don't live in my head.Now thinking of you is the only thing I've got to do. It's been already 4 months to that incident but even now all I can think about is you.Every single day after waking up I promise to myself that I would not cry anymore as there are no tears left to do so... But it's all opposite in the night. I still can't except that your gone and that you'll never return in my embrace.
Anyway, today the break ends and the new semester of my college starts. Getting off my bed,freshed up I step outside my apartment for the first time in forever. Yeah you guessed it right as I only got off to see Yuki or if I had to get myself groceries.
But I won't deny the fact that comming out in forever and having the cool morning breeze hit my face is a good feeling.
Though I still see only morning walkers around me, I guess I got up too early so I decided to pay a visit to Yuki before entering that so called boring college. So, here I am, at Yuki's grave.
Hey baby, how have you been. I hope your happy and at peace.You know today is the first day of my new semester at college... without you. You see, I know I'm a badass but without you by me mekes me a little nervous and sad. But hey, don't worry it'll be alright. I'll have my bestie and our friends with me.
Who can do something to me, anyway. It needs some guts though¯\_(ツ)_/¯hehehe....
(Saying this a tear dropped down to Yuki's grave.) Oh I'm sorry baby, I promised to never cry in front of you but you see it's kinda hard not to, it still hurts, it still.. So bad. But it's ok I'll try to abide by my promises to you.
Umm, you know it's time for me to go now the college will be starting shortly. I wish you were there to smile at me the first thing in the morning,hold me tight towards yourself,see me off,hold my hands till we reach our class,and kiss me goodbye. And tell me "see you later during break baby, love you"... but it's all over now. It feels so lonely out here.
I'm sorry for being sellfish
here but what can I even do you were the smile I had on my face, the glow,the happiness. But it's all gone for good now.
Ok then, see you later. Don't wanna be late for the first day. Till then, bye... Love you.
If only I had the power to bring you back.
AUTHOR HERE...
Hey guys how have you been. I hope you like my this chapter. This will be the last single sided narration though...next chapter onwards it will be POV vise...In the next chapter it will be the POV of another new character who is at the lead role. See you'll in the next chapter.... Till then, STAY HOME STAY SAFE😇😇