Warning⚠🚨🚧 long chapter ahead....
May be I haven't really forgotten you, maybe you're the last person I think of before going to sleep, maybe you're the first that I think about when I wake up, maybe you're in always in my mind now and then, maybe I fell like calling you just to know how you are, maybe I just wish for you to be at my door with my favorite food in your hands just like before, maybe I wish for you to smile at me just one more time ....just once as you used to do. MAYBE I'M JUST ASKING FOR JUST TOO MUCH.
Today, I'm at YUKI'S grave, holding his favorite flowers in my hands with tears flowing and being choked up in my own words. Feeing nothing but agony and regret, regret of letting you go that night, regret for not understanding you better, regret for being jealous, regret of not being able to see that beautiful smile of yours before letting you go, regret of breaking you into pieces.
SO, hey baby how have you been ....can you tell I haven't slept since we last spoke, if so I'm sorry to worry you. I'll be alright now, you can rest all you want. See I even brought you your favorite daffodils along. I hope for you to be happy now, that you can be at piece now. Sorry for crying out infront of you like this but its so hard to hold it inside, it hurts to bare this pain alone. I wish I could just bring you back just like in those movies but accepting the reality is so tough here. I'm a mess without you now so please, please I'm begging you to please come back to me just this once, just let me see you smile for me one more time, just let me hold you, kiss you, touch you, love you, and let me here you say you love me.. just one more time.
You said you would never leave me alone you said it yourself that you wouldn't but you fucking did. You let go of me before I could even say a word, you ghosted me without a word, you left like their was nothing left behind.....you just left me suffer all alone. But still don't worry I'll not cause any problem to you anymore. I'll not trouble you anymore, I'll be strong for you, I'll take care of myself without you being along anymore. But remember this that its you, it'll always be you who would me my first with everything , that I'll always love you no matter what, that you'll always be the one very special in my heart.
Ok then, I'll be going on now. I'll visit you soon but till then bye, and be happy wherever you are and look over me for above there, I LOVE YOU YUKI.
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IT'LL ALWAYS BE YOU.
AUTHOR HERE.....hey guys i hope you liked this chapter here ....i guess it got too long in here but wanted this to be written i one go so...i hope you understand that.....
ok so see you in the next chapter, till then stay home stay safe.