" See , I am so addicted to you within so short period of time that even if I am hating the fact that you lied me I still need you to calm down." ,I told him with tears filled in my eyes.
His eyes were also filled with tears and we're rolling down his cheeks. He held me tight in his arms and told, " I am sorry I didn't mean to hurt you but I was scared to lose you . Suddenly I came to know that you are working in her post. I wanted some time to say everything to you. I didn't think you will know things before I am prepared to say to you. I just wanted some time to prepare myself to accept things."
I moved away and stood about two feet away from him. I could see his tears rolling down his cheeks . He was looking at me hoping that I will forgive him . But it wasn't easy for me to forgive as I expected a lot from him. I was disappointed with myself thinking ,"why can't I fall for a right man? Why do I keep falling for a men who always disappoints me and hurt me?"
I told him, " I know that I promised you that I will hear your explanation if anyday such situation occurs . But... I am sorry . Everything is so clear that I don't think there is anything more you could explain. So..." I took a long breath to gather courage to say my decision. After a few seconds I yelled at him saying, " Get out of my life. I can handle myself and my problems too. I don't need a man who lies me by looking into my eyes. I don't care about your reason but I don't want to see you anymore."
After completing my sentence I pushed him out of my appartment. Of course he tried to oppose me but after some struggle I was successful. He kept saying that he was sorry and he really likes me. But I was hurt so much by his actions that his confessions were useless to my ears.
After he went out I closed the door immediately and started crying by leaning on the door.
He kept shouting from outside the door , " I am sorry Maria....I am really so sorry..... I didn't mean to hurt you nor I wanted to hide it from you. I just wanted some time to accept the things going on with and around me."
He kept pleading for some time untill our neighbours asked him to lower his voice. Then he stood up and went to his room saying , " I know that I am wrong so I will keep trying until you forgive me. "
Then he went to his appartment . As soon as I heard the door unlocking and then locking up sounds . I opened the door to check up on him. I was relieved to see he entered his appartment and all the neighbors were staring at my and his appartment. I apologised to everyone for the mess in a low tone so that he wouldn't hear my voice and come out of his appartment to create another scene.They shook their head in disappointment and entered their respective appartment.
I washed my face and changed into night dress . I called my parents to ask about their whereabouts. I went to the belcony and sat on the chair while I was talking to my family. My parents told me that my sister-in-law was pragnent of one month. She did medical examination today and they are having a small gathering for family celebration. So my sister- in-law and my brother were also there with my parents in line. I tried my best to show my smile but I felt like taking poison with each smile . But I didn't want my family to be sad for me . So I smiled as much as I could and congratulated both of them. They thanked me and asked me about my job and. life here.
The first thing that came to my mind was him . I smiled pleasantly or first time during the whole conversation with my family today. By looking my smile my brother started teasing me saying, " So finally my little sister has opened her heart again. It's good but just be careful that things won't go wrong like last time. You can't run away from everyone."
I immediately clarified saying, " No there is noone . I didn't open my heart to anyone for now at least. I am trying to stabilize the things and get adopted to new environment. I will open my heart only after I achieve my goal. So chill for now. Don't get any wild thought or idea. And yes things are good here. I am. just having a bit problem with students as my style of teaching is a bit different for them. So just trying to cope up with things. That's all."
My brother opened his mouth as I have him a long lacture and told me ," I was just teasing you. Seems like what I told is true because you have such a long clarification after long time. You are speaking too much today. Is everything okay.....?"
I replied him , " Yes ofcourse what will happen to me. I am just happy so I am talking too much maybe. Anyway I will not interrupt you with your enjoyment as it's your day ...so enjoy. And let my sister -in - law sleep well from now on ." I told him with a Devilish smile plastered on my lips. Ofcourse he got a hint of what I meant.
He told, " Okay bye .... you are becoming talkative today. Good night ." He immediately cut the call. I smiled thinking about his last expression.
"Seems like you are really happy tonight"
Suddenly I heard a familiar voice from his balcony . I turned to see who was it. I saw him Staring at me while leaning on the balcony door.
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