"Nothing much" she smiled and moved closer to Ryu , one hand resting on his solid chest. I suddenly felt a burst of anger. How dare she touch him!
I grabbed her hand and drew her to my side. How can I let her slutty hands touch Ryu?!
Sara instantly didn't know what to do. It was clear than she was going to ask Ryu for a second date but I disrupted her plans. Ha! I won't let them be together. He can only be with me.
Ryu on the other hand was glaring at our joined hands. It made me furious. So Ryu really likes Sara so much that he can't stand me holding her hand? Why would he like the stupid slut? Is she the reason he never made another move on me? Are they dating and I don't know about it?
Oh shit. But if they were, Toshiro would know and he would have told us. But it's still possible. They could be secretly dating.
Oh God.
I'll show him. I'll show him that he can't be with Sara. I'll show him that she wasn't for him.
I pulled her closer and pressed our lips together. The action had the other students roaring in shock! I kissed her hard and she kissed back with equal gusto. She tasted like peanuts and I nearly gagged but I held myself together, enduring it for a while then pulled away.
Ryu hadn't taken a single step away. He looked shocked and hurt and I felt satisfied.
You see that Ryu? She doesn't like you back. She kissed me, meaning you mean nothing to her at all.
With a smug smile, I put and arm around Sara's waist and led her away without a word. You don't need a bitch like her Ryu. I'll get rid of her for you.
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I only regretted my actions when I got home and opened my Instagram. The whole drama had been uploaded and everyone was reposting. I went to the most reliable source which was Toshiro's page. The full video was right there. Of course Toshiro never disappoints. At times like this, I wish I could stomp on that useless brain of his.
I cringed when I saw myself pull Sara to my side like a jealous possessive boyfriend and then kissed her. Ryu was visibly mad as he watched us. The whole thing looked as if I had snatched her from Ryu. Meanwhile, I only wanted to keep her away from him.
I tossed my phone on my bed and groaned. Must people always interpret things in a wrong way? Can't they mind their own business?
Now I've hurt Ryu and gotten myself a slut for a girlfriend in just a few minutes! How dumb am I? I felt even more miserable when I recalled his hurt expression. And we were just fine. Now it felt like everything had crumpled. Ryu would not talk to me again.
Shit.
I need to fix things and tell him I took Sara away for his own good. That I don't like her. I like him. I sprang up, grabbed my car keys and went out.
Damn. I'm going to confess.
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I stood in front of Ryu's home once again with a package in my hand. It was a new pair of headphones. I once overheard him telling his friend that he needed new headphones so I bought him a pair.
Whenever my mum gets mad with my dad, he apologizes then buys her a gift. Sometimes he took her out. I'm gonna do the exact same thing. I figured a gift is just like a cherry on top. Maybe Ryu will forgive me too. Even though I have no idea what kind of relationship we have.
I was nervous. My heart was racing faster than a race horse. I don't know how Ryu would react once he sees me and honestly, I didn't didn't even know where to start.
Will I say 'Hi, I'm sorry I kissed Sara. I only did it because I like you' or should I just tell him I like him right away? Maybe I should just kiss him. Actions speak louder than words but won't that be weird? I kissed Sara then pop out of nowhere and kiss him? Oh god this is so damn frustrating.
I was shocked at my own behavior. The normal me would just blurt out whatever I wanted to without considering the person's feelings but now, I realized that I didn't want to hurt Ryu at all. I wanted to carefully choose my words and calmly explain what had happened and my intentions.
After a mini mental pep talk, I took a deep breath and rang the doorbell. My heart was pounding like crazy and my palms were sweaty.
The door swung open and I saw someone I never expected.
"Dai?"
Dai instantly dashed back inside. I followed. I was furious. "What the hell are you doing here?!" I shouted, storming into the living room. I found Ryu standing with Dai hiding behind him.
"What is the meaning of this Ryu? What is that fag doing here?!" I asked. My nostrils were flared, eyes spitting venom.
Ryu looked at me calmly. The warmth in his eyes had fizzled away. "That fag, is my friend and this is my house. He has every right to be here and I'd appreciate it if you refrain from using such words here"
I visibly paled. It was true. I was the one who had no right to shout and frighten Ryu's guest. But in this case, I didn't care. I was too mad. I couldn't take someone like Dai being his friend. Staying in the same room as him. Who knows if the fag had touched him too.
"Why? Why are you friends with him? Can't you see what he is? He's fucking gay! An outcast! A disgusting being! How can you associate yourself with such a thing?!"
"For fucks sake stop talking like he's some alien Aito!" Ryu growled. "He's a fucking human being! Just like you and me. He likes dick. So what? He's my friend so you're gonna respect that or I'm gonna have to ask you to leave"
I scoffed. "First the slut and now the fag. Tell me, do you like him too? Is he sucking your dick or something? Or are you taking it in the ass?"
"Aito!"
"What?!" I yelled like a maniac. "What! What! What?! Can't admit it?!"
Ryu clenched his fists. "You're taking things too far"