My name is haruka sawaki . I live in japan in a modest house next to my mother's flower shop. "very nice , i've made an impressive progress even in this case" My father passed away when i was five ,also it was the same year that i entered school . To be honest his death in that age left me in trauma until this moment. he was such a kind and optimst person the opposet of his daughter. he wasn't only my father he was a hero at home , in job ,EVERY WHERE ! He was one of my lights in this miserable life .He's the one who fulfilled my young hopes , a childhood like every kid he also teached me at the age of three or four how to read and kinda write, i was so excited to go to school that time , i wanted to make him proud until he's gone and the serious problems started...... i was a young girl but still i realized many things that kids in my age didn't . that's why , i was always alone , after all being special doesn't bring you popularity,, friends , good time like in movies or series It was in my first year that i found out i was an extremely clever , bright and studious girl , i didn't struggle at all and i got the best marks in class every year , mom didn't care about my studies she always say "good or bad marks you always stay my little lovely girl " she didnt had time for me . Actually she didnt move on after the love of her life passed to a better place . oh LOVE , haha i've been in love but does LOVE put me in this situation i mean death counter for real i cant move any single bone of my body . No , i dont think so , i've must done something stupid or i just "give up" life isnt easy anyway , but still i had something to stay for or what if we just both us give up ?
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