there will be some sensitive scene in here, if your under the age of consent pls skip this chapter
author's note: i know you will think that this is not the continuation of what happened last chapter but i just want to do this chapter for a while but i forgotten. instead of me forgetting it again i want to make this chapter now.
in the takanashi house hold
[would you fucking please shut the fuck up]
that time i snapped. I'm tired of if them bitching me, why is it have to be my fault. my mother never hurt me physically, but. the mental pain that she had given to me, can never heal like physical wounds.they would never heal, even with million years or even the whole eternity, can never heal this pain.
[what did you say‽]
[i said shut the fuck up! what the fuck did i even do?]
i asked her why, why and why.
[that doesn't matter]
[then why are you doing this to me?]
and i also brokedown and cry.
[I'm just correcting what's wrong]
[what wrong? your the wrong one here, you just a bitch. your not correcting anything, your just hurting me!]
[did i even hit you?]
[that's not the point!]
i can't take this anymore and i choke my own mother with my own two hands. if I'm being honest, it felt great. after that i put her into a several layer of a big plastic bag and with every layer i put a strong perfume to cover the smell of the body with the last layer have no perfume, just to make sure that no dog can smell her, i also put her into a bigger plastic bag and put cement on it. i dug 10 feet under and put her there, after that i fill it up until about 30 inches left and wash my hand. then i run towards the flower shop and bought a tree and planted it in the hole i dug. after that i go to school with the excuse that my mother said she's going to a friend's house and did not come back. after a week i searched for a part time job and start working.
2 weeks later.
[class we have a transfer student from another nation again, please introduce yourself]
[I'm Elise Nakamura and I'm half Japanese from England]
that's when i met Elise. the most beautiful and kind person i met.
[you can go ahead and sit behind Ren, the guys who is half asleep with no friends]
at that moment she sit behind me asked.
[why did she said you have no friends?]
that time when she asked me why u have no friends i can only answer one thing.
[because I'm afraid i would be hurt again]
that mine i wonder why did i tell the truth, well no one heard us, so i think it's fine. but why? i usually say I'm not friendly or something.
[please don't pry into it, i at least have a few]
[Ren can you pls give Elise a tour to the whole school later, and so she can also decide what club to join on]
[what club are you in]
[I'm on the archery club]
[oh! i wanna try archery, can i join there instead]
[sure, if you want]
*archery club*
at the archery club she asked me to show her how to use the bow and i did. i shot all target with quick succession.
[how is that?]
[that was amazing! now i really wanna join the club]
*a week later*
[Ren... i... i... i...]
[what is it?]
[i think i love you]
[come again?]
[i said... I LOVE YOU]
[Elise, i felt the same way]
[you like me too?]
[yes i do]
[kiss me then]
*11 day later*
[it's been a week, the pill should have taken effect by now, Ren let's do it]
she kissed me and we both got undress
*the next month*
*funeral*
[i still can't believe that Elise is dead]
at that moment my heart is filled with pain.
*the next week*
[this place is full of her memory, I'm leaving this club]
when i leave i joined the kendo hoping that i would never remember her. the amount of girls who confess their love to me is still uncountable, even so, she's the only one for me, i pretend to be happy with others but, when I'm alone i burst out crying remembering her. even after a years her face and voice still reside inside me, i watch our videos together every time, i never got bored of it. yes, i know, I'm stuck in the past. sometimes I'm thinking of taking my own life but, i remember her words in her death bed. don't take your life, I'll wait for you, it's fine if you found another lover, and don't worry, i won't have another lover beside you... and after that, she died. then even she told me to find another lover, i can't. i just can't.
*divine realm*
[poor Ren, don't worry, the two of you would be reunited, i swear, right?, Elize]
the goddess of love said.
to be continued