"I still am not able to decide whether to come back to you or just leave it and let it go. It's so tough..why don't you just leave me, that will make things easier, won't it? I don't know what wrong I did in my life to deserve this?
I can't even meet you to talk things, can't even express that I love you even if you didn't.
Things are piling up in my heart and I am seriously crying every now and then. What kind of life is this? I am just stuck with my restrictions. Thanks to lockdown....
I want to meet you , tell you that I love you so much, hug you, kiss you , do a couple dance , tell you that you were treating me so much in a wrong way, but I choose to stay, I am just a stupid in love , ain't I?
But seriously, it feels like I am tied up here and there's no way I can reach up to you not even for one last time.....
Will I ever get a chance to speak my heart out? I feel frustrated...I feel lonely....I feel suffocated..why me..why is it happening to me? I love youuuu....I just love you trulyyyy...
Don't know why life is so unfair to me..
How easily you said to leave when I am not prepared yet for it.... is there really no way to make things correct? Was my love really of no worth up till now...is this really the end?..what should I do?"
Is this really the end?ðŸ˜