Its pretty boring. A life of a normal Indian girl, who is tied up with restrictions, actually a lot of restrictions. Her parents were not very rich but not very poor even , can't call middle class , a bit more than that.
She wants to be independent and do a lot a things and adventurous in life. But her parents don't allow her for anything.
In this lockdown, the whole one year she was tied up in her home, and also couldn't meet him. Even if she kept some status on whatsup or on any other social media platforms, her mother used to question her. Why this, why that?
What kind of life was that now?
Many of the Indian girls live a life like this only. And for her, the situation was more tough , for her parents had a lot of expectations from her. She was pressured by her parents expectations. She loved them but they just put their dreams on her head.
She didn't earn anything, she was a student...she couldn't do anything on her own. She couldn't even go out with her friends. All her parents wanted her to do was study that's all.
"At times when I was all alone and suffering
all I need was you to calm me down
all I need was you to say me 'I m here for you always ',
instead you showed me your issues, your problems,
and I prayed to God that let me absorb it all,
I was actually fine with it , as long as you are there with me,
but you left me alone
and what's the outcome of all the suffering,
there's no way , not anywhere where I can find my happiness now."