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Chapter 21 - Well

"You say you are frustrated and alone.

Well I am alone too....

This loneliness...this shitty loneliness.....

Life is really so unfair to her.

You fu*ked me when I was 17

when Me not even knowing what fu*k means

thanks to God even and you too

I lost my purity I lost virginity!

Fu*ked my heart fu*ked my soul

loved me to the extent where I gave my all

now feeling like every shit was just a mistake

coz you left me naked both by body and soul and of course at the end I had to end it all!

Me and our love

remembering hurts

forgetting is something I don't want

help me please

I don't know what to do now...

And

How is it to be felt loved

how is it to be felt important for someone

how is it to be a special person for someone

I think I have really forgotted that feeling...

Thinking about it

you never loved me , never gave me time , attention

rather never made me feel loved,

I was just assuming things...but didn't felt anything....

yeah this is correct

I was just in my own dream world, wanting things to be correct

so now left out with this question

how is it to be felt loved????"

(But somewhere when I see in the past, I somewhat really feel, that may be just may be you had some feelings for me, like even if just a little bit , you had it..I hope this is true!)