"she fainted due to a panic attack, something disgusting might happened to her, can you recall anything?" -Doctor.
"No doctor , we don't know anything"-Rim.
"It might be due to weakness as she had donated her blood today"-Nisha.
"No no we have checked her report properly it happened due to some type of shock, it might be emotional or mental because we didn't find any scratch or scar on her body so it can't be physical .You can ask her, once she become conscious" -Doctor.
I was watching them discussing about me but unable to respond, my eyes were wide opened , my ears listened each and every word they spoke but my lips were mummed .I was able to listen their words but unable to decode their feelings hidden inside .My feelings were dead , my mind stopped thinking, I was like a blank page having nothing left in me. Suddenly, my friends saw me being conscious and called the Doctor.
"Are you feeling better ? " -Doctor
I nodded my head to say 'yes'.
"Ok you can take her to your place but if you face any urgency then you can visit here anytime" doctor adviced my friends.
"For quick recovery you have to take medication daily as per the prescription, okay" Doctor gave me a generous advice.I again nodded my head to say 'yes'.
Instantly after he existed , my friends hugged me with a relieved smile on their face.
"How are you, feeling better ?" Rim asked with her utmost concern.
"Did you know , you were unconscious for almost five hours , we were scared " Nisha displayed her concern and fear for me.
"By the way , what happened?"Nisha asked .
"Not now Nisha" Rim stopped her.
"you should complete all the formalities of discharging" Rim commanded Nisha.
"Ok" Nisha said.
After sometime Nisha entered the room.
"we are ready to leave, let's go" Nisha stated.
"Did you get all the medicines?" Rim asked to confirmed.
"Yaa babe, don't worry" Nisha confirmed. "Let's go sweetheart, slowly try to stand " Rim adviced me and supporting me by my arms. we stepped slowly towards the maindoor of the hospital.Nisha got a taxi for us and we headed to our hostel.
After entering to our room , Rim made me sit comfortably on the bed by putting cushion on my back and then asked me.
"Did you want to eat anything?"Rim asked with care.
I nodded my head left to right and right to left to say 'no'.
"But she have to eat something after that only she can take a medicine " Nisha suggested.
"Listen sweetheart, we know you must be going through a lot of stress or something disgusting happened to you but don't worry we will sort it out together"Rim said softly.
"please eat something because then you have to take your medicines, we promise to be with you in every kind of situation" Nisha tried her best to convince me.
But I was in the deep blackhole of silence and I was broken to my soul and didn't want to speak a word.
They asked me several times about the reason I was fainted ,but I didn't spoke a word out.
But then to break my silence , they started asking me frequently , again and again.
I got irritated as I was heartbroken and in that utmost pain , I cried out loud.
"Please stop it, I can't take it anymore. Everything is over , I ..I have failed , I have failed in love.It hurts because I tried my best and still it wasn't enough" I groaned.