"What happened ? Did he left you ?"Nisha exclaimed.
"No ...yes, I don't know.I don't know what to say" I told them in a confused voice.
"Ok sweetheart calm down take a deep breath and start from the beginning"Rim suggested.
"Ok,so today before heading to the laboratory, I went to the cafeteria and thats when I saw Raj was having a conversation with Liza thats why I got disappointed and I walked out saying 'bye' to both of them harshly and there he asked me to meet him at the coffee shop in the evening. when I reached there , his first sentence contains the word 'breakup' as if he had planned it before" I explained the incident with teary eyes.
"How dare he is ? How could he play with your feeling like this ?"Nisha asked powerfully.
"No not exactly like that, he said he also love me but when I was there in my hometown he took permission for our relationship".
What? What ..Permission? Nisha interrupted.
"He wanted to take our relationship to the next level but his elder sister who is the head in their family disagreed to the proposal".
"But why?" Rim brust out.
"she didn't like me and my family, he said".
"Then what did he want from you?"Nisha asked.
"He want me to sacrifice my love and relationship for both the families".
"How could he tell that ?"Rim exclaimed. "He had inculcated his mind and now he want me to digest the reality, thats why he was not calling me neither texting me.I think he cares but he don't want to try anymore.He had already put his weapons down .what can I do?" I started crying badly as I had never before.
"Then you should try atleast once"Rim advised.
"I had given this suggestion to him that we can try together but he refused".
"Ok but what will you do now ?" Nisha questioned.
"Sacrifice" I said, taking a deep breath. "Don't worry everything will be alright "Rim tried to comfort me.
" Let me take rest for a while , I will be okay soon".
" Ok take rest and don't take too much stress" Nisha said in a pity voice.
I closed my eyes and my tears became unstoppable, rolling down to my cheeks. That day I felt the ultimate pain of love and learn the meaning of Sacrifice. Sacrifice is not just a word , its like a deep ocean of love where we have to lose our happiness for the one we love.I finally understood the meaning of true love , true love meant that you care for anathor person's happiness more than your own , no matter how painful the choices you face might be.
The saddest part in my life was to say goodbye to someone , I wished to spend my lifetime with.
My thoughts didn't let me sleep, it wrapped me in a cello tape of sarrow where I gasped for air.