Once Graham and Aubrey got to his room, he pulled her into his embrace again. "I'm so glad we're alone again." He murmured into her hair.
"Me too." she said. "Are you coping okay with everything?"
"Yes but for now I just want to be with you and forget everything in my life isn't the same as it was a week ago." Graham said as pulled away just enough to see her face.
Aubrey nodded and Graham bent his head down to claim her lips. "What activity are we going to do tonight?" He asked after they broke apart a minute later.
"I was thinking the exploratory one. I want to say I'm okay if that leads all the way, I really want to just say I'll be fine but I know I have to give myself an out if it gets too much."
"You always have an out, you know that." Graham said running his fingers through her hair.
"That's why I feel so safe with you Graham, you're such an amazing person I don't deserve to be with you."
"Aubrey, you deserve better than me. Do not make yourself out to be less than you are, please. I know it's part of the trauma you experienced but know you are amazing. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes." Graham gazed into her eyes trying to communicate just how much he felt through his eyes.
Aubrey reached up and kissed him in response to his words and intense gaze. Graham pulled her closer and deepened the kiss. He'd learned she was fine with kissing as it didn't trigger her trauma. As they kissed, he guided her toward the bed, gently. Once there, he pulled her on top of him as they continued kissing. He knew she needed to be on top to feel she had a way out if needed. Aubrey pulled away from the kiss and rested on Graham. Then she rolled off him and asked if he was ready for their activity. He nodded and laid next to her as he gently touched her body in various places to learn where she liked to be touched and where she wasn't as comfortable and if there were any places that caused her to withdraw.
Graham decided he liked her therapist and the activities she had given them to try out. He also liked that he was helping Aubrey overcome a trauma that should never have happened. As his hands roamed over her and paused, rubbed or stroked he loved the feel of her soft skin on his hands. He loved her moans of pleasure when he found spots that made her feel good. He also could feel her tense when uncomfortable and quickly moved on. Graham felt that this would be a good idea for any intimate relationship that was more than a night. He was learning how to make Aubrey feel good and where he could focus to increase her pleasure. His own body was becoming increasingly aware of every sound she made and wanted release.
As he had explored her body and found her sensitive spots, her clothes had mostly come off. She was just in her bra and panties. Graham had to admire the style she chose and he wondered if she wore them because she thought he might see them. They were a light blue satin and lace combination. They covered her perfectly, but just enough not too much. He made his way up to her bra and traced her breasts along the line where they peaked out from the bra.
"Shall I take this off?" Graham asked as he had with every article of clothing he'd removed. It was part of the trust exercise that they had done before. He would only do it with her permission.
"If you want to." Aubrey said with a flirtatious smile.
"Oh, I want to." Graham flirted right back as he reached around to unhook the clasp. Soon it was off and he was taking her perfect nipple in his mouth. Aubrey moaned in pleasure. With his hand he reached to her other breast and rubbed his thumb over her other nipple and circled it around. Her moans came quicker and louder. She was weakening most of his self control and as she raised her hips he almost lost all of it. Knowing he didn't want to break her is the only thing that kept him from taking her wholly at that moment.
"Graham, I want you."
"Aubrey, I'm right here," He said after sucking on her nipple to release it.
"No, I want you inside me." She whispered.
"I'm a little overdressed for that." He answered her. And she helped him strip down to nothing. He reached into his side table for a condom and pulled it on over his length and then turned to her, "Now you're the one overdressed. Those need to come off." he said reaching for her panties. He pulled them over her long, slender legs and tossed them onto the floor.
"Just tell me how you want to do this." He said in a husky voice. Aubrey directed and he followed. He used his new knowledge of her sensitive spots and helped her come very quickly. Her contracting against him made him find his release as well. As Graham laid by her catching his breath he felt contentment filling him. Even in all the craziness of his life right now he found peace.
After some post cuddling, Aubrey got up and said "I'm going to shower now."
"Enjoy it." Graham answered.
"I'd enjoy it more if I had company."
Graham got up and followed her into the bathroom, where they spent the next half hour cleaning each other and he was able to find yet another sensitive spot on Aubrey.