why is love so difficult
why do i long for it so
why am i afraid of it
i wish to experience love
but i'm afraid to face it
nor can i look it at
i've told myself i wasn't afraid of love for so long
but now that it's right in front of me i can't seem to handle it
i want you so badly
but i can't have you
when i look at you my body feels warm
i feel safe in your arms
your presence comforts me unlike any other
mayhaps i'm in love with the idea of you more than you
i used to be so sure but i might just be immature
oh how i want you so
but i can't have you