i find myself caught in an emotional whirlwind that i am unable to escape
with each step i take i feel myself fall further...
further...
further...
into the abyss
an abyss of nothingness
all of the emotions i once felt have disappeared
my memories
my dearly beloved
all have faded away without a trace
and so too have i
my body disintegrated
there is nothing left of me
everything i once knew has gone
no more noise
no more feeling
i've grown out of it
i don't need it
i'll be ok on my own
please
take care of yourself while i'm away
surely we will meet again
in another life
a happier life
one in which we can be together