my brain and my heart are often conflicting
one against the other
a war goes on inside my body
to you it's invisible but to me it hurts
it's a burden that i wish to repel
i don't want it
i don't need it
and yet i still have it
go away
let me make a clear decision
i don't need your input
silence yourselves
let my innards rest
they are tired and so too am i
tired of this war
tired of this life
lay us to rest in the ground
with the worms and the dirt