Why is it when I decided to let my heart love again, my life started to shatter?
I read the message over and over again but I just couldn't get past it.
Once again, I felt familiar rush of emotions run through me and a particular one was dormant.
Fear.
The only emotion I felt in my nightmares. The only emotion I thought I could feel in my dreams, and now it felt real and vivid.
My heart couldn't stop pounding.
My ears couldn't stop ringing.
My body couldn't stop shaking
Only the words of the message kept ringing in my head.
"LOOKS LIKE WE'RE ABOUT TO HAVE SOME FUN!!!"
Holy sh*t.
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The next day I got ready as usual but this time, slower.
I couldn't sleep through out the night. I kept tossing and turning in my bed thinking about what I should do.
It wasn't until when I was half way dressing up for school, did I remember I'm on a break.
