I came to help with my eyes closed. However, I should have opened my eyes because I did not know the true meaning of help. I have not been of any use to myself yet, how would I be of any use to others before I could discover myself?
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Since I couldn't forget what Pars said about the Mission Responsibility Agreement, my eyes were distracted as I absentmindedly exited the entrance-exit gate of the main headquarters. I never asked what the agreement was because even if I did, I didn't think he would tell me what it was. I was very confused and the fear of death had already begun to take over my heart.