"Wahh--!"
By the time I was conscious in this world, I was about four years old. My memories at the time had yet to recover. But as months passed by, it finally came.
"No-!"
I screamed as a small child.
My cry brought panic over my homeland. I was regarded as the Child of Light due to my past life inherited trinity power; Crowned Karma, Perfect Soul, and Godhood.
But I didn't care about my homeland right now. The first portion of the past memory was too much of a massive chunk for my young mind!
All the sacred texts that I have read, memorized, and internalized in the World of Soul and all the memory of my long life as a God in the World of Faith was nothing in comparison to what the Progressor placed in my head!
If not for my Perfect Soul as my materialized body and for my Crowned Karma, letting me escape an instant death, I would've died just from the "small portion" of that knowledge.
Just what method did they use to ingrain those massive data without harming my previous body!?
Although I have great endurance towards pain, this is a new feeling that I'm not able to resist. My only weapon was my perseverance that was embedded in my Perfect Soul.
Even so, I was still a child, and Connect had yet to fully extend from all worlds. But, that was good, if it did, it would not just be a "small portion" but everything will come back at once!
Once that happened, my trinity power will not be able to do anything about my inevitable death.
Truly, the Progressor is a monster among monsters.
Fortunately, my Perfected Soul chose to hibernate. It processed all the information from my past life and slowly integrated it into my current materialized form. This is also to restrain me from getting older to avoid another "small portion" before completely digesting the first one.
Without my knowledge, time passed...
When I woke up, I only saw darkness. Realizing I was under the ground, as a four-year-old, I dug myself out of my own grave.
"They thought I died..."
Even with a child-like body, I have retained some of my maturity along with countless knowledge from the last life.
"But although I have tons of knowledge now, it doesn't mean I suddenly got smarter. I have to be careful and use this library in my head correctly. Let's see..."
With knowledge comes wisdom, thus, I knew, "I should learn about the world first."
And so, I walked the World of Law.
As a wandering child, I created many legends such as "Tales of the Boy in the Mist", "Reincarnated Sage", or "The Endless Walk of Hemran's Soul"
Yes, my name in this life is Hemran. I chose to preserve the connection of my family who thought I was dead way back then. After all, I still have my Karma.
In my journey, I have learned a lot in this world. Although I come out once every decade for the processing of new information, in every period, I have one year to continue my journey and learn about the world.
This is like the world of Karma, yet, so different at the same time.
Karma is about equilibrium while Law is about conflict, the big eat small.
Karma is complicated that can only be simplified to use. Meanwhile, Law is straightforward that has endless potential.
Karma is near uncontrollable while Law has the user as its master.
The similarity?
Using any of the two, one can control reality as one sees fit.
If Karma is mystical, Law is simplicity.
But I know for sure that Karma is unending, inescapable, and works beyond reality while Law is just manipulation of the said reality.
In my eyes, Karma is more powerful.
However...
"A stick for a child, a sword for a man. Although Karma is more powerful, humans can use Law better without much harm, therefore, in their eyes, it is greater."
But comparing these two to the sense of Progress...
"Even if you give a man a sword, if they don't know how to wield it, it's useless."
"The fifth world did not only taught man how to wield one but also the freedom to create their own weapon. The effort and work that they've put in is the vast difference..."
These passing thoughts were very normal. I always talk to myself.
Centuries passed by and I finally gained control of all my past potentials. I no longer need to travel for I have learned everything I should in this world.
Finally, it is time to do what I intend to do.
Create immortality first. Next, discover a way to not only travel through space and time, but also, between worlds, realms, and dimensions.
"I, Hemram, called by many names, will become a true immortal."
I softly breathed in. Without an ounce of care towards the outside world, I hid somewhere no one can find so I can focus solely on research.
With my nigh endless knowledge, on my own, I have created my very own portable world where everything is mine and mine alone. The technology here is greater than the World of Laws, the world where my current reality resides.
In my, Hemran's World, time passes much faster.
So in just a blink of an eye.
"Immortality..." I trembled.
Even with my trinity power, I have reached an age where my beauty fades and my strength withered. The materialized body of my Perfect Soul had its limit, after all.
"This is the end of the line and I will risk it."
"Law, help me fulfill my wish."
The most intricate and complex pattern, an interwoven system of Law, Karma, Faith, and Soul, stretched around my whole world.
The stars that I created which shone for countless years finally dimmed. All the energy from my body, this world, and a portion of the outside poured onto this intricate and majestic pattern which I call...
"Feiasmerethia"
"Gain life!"
"I created you from dust and now you shall not revert, along with your master!"
I created life.
The first step into eternal life... is the ability to create life.
"Master"
Feiasmerethia, a life I have created with consciousness similar to, if not above, a human.
"Feia, I have given you free will as well, yet, I am your God. Do what is best for me."
The difference between this child of mine from other humans is that it had the power of great Progress.
Yes, I have created something that could go against the Progressor.
"Master, after deducing your future, it is best for you to die."
Feia, with its immaterial form, had its voice resounding in the infinite space of my pocket world
....
What?
"Feias... explain."
"Master, Law is everywhere and Law forbids a second Creator, a second Immortal. There should only be one. I shouldn't have existed but I did. The paradox fluctuates across dimensions. Now it knows what you are trying to do."
"What it?!" I exclaimed. I understand what Feia said, I understand it too well.
This is the result of all my life and hard work. Even if I am as ancient as one could, I couldn't keep my calm.
"Master, I almost succeeded but it was impossible from the very beginning. The last step is infinitely insurmountable."
It was as if a portion of me expected it. The unnerving feeling disappeared.
"It's... fine, Feia, I understand."
Feiasmerathia, the culmination of all my six lives. I see it... no, her as my child.
"Master, I am sorry. I will greatly sin under your name as I kill my creator."
I...
I cannot go against my own creation. I know her capabilities. Even if I'm at my prime, I am simply nothing in front of her.
"Feia, I'm so proud of you."
I can feel it embrace me at the end of my life.
"I love you for you gave me life, free will, and humanity."
With my purpose broken, my Perfect Soul vanished. With the creation of Feia, my Crowned Karma dissipated. For going against the Law itself, I was stripped from my Godhood.
"Even if you just see me as the reflection of your six lives, you're still my Creator, my master, and my father."
No, I see you as my child.
"Father... please rest."
Feia
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