I decide to go workout, and Kallie was still sleep. School began in 4 hours, so I had plenty of time. I dressed in a long sleeve yellow crop top, military patterned shorts, black thigh high stockings, and yellow & black sneakers. My hair is down and I feel completely free. Though my style is somewhat weird sometimes. I honestly don't care what people think. Have I mentioned this before? I feel like I've mentioned this before. Anway, I went into a private dance studio, where a lot of people come to obviously dance or do yoga. I decided to dance, because I'm always happy when I am. I take off my sneakers, and decide to dance to a Billie Eilish song. All of a sudden I feel as if someone is watching me, but I completely ignore it. Then that's when I see Byung-chul standing at the doorway peering inside the studio. I immediately pause the music, and walk over to the door. I open the door to see Byung-chul leaning over the doorway.
"Hey Byung-chul. What are you doing here?"
"I usually come to this studio when I want to chill or have space", he stares at my shirt for an awkward 5 seconds. He pulls the top of it, because it showed cleavage, and he somehow knew it wasn't supposed to look like that. It must've came down when I was dancing.
"Oh sorry", I continue to force the neckline of my shirt upwards.
"It's okay. It happens", Byung-chul smiles at me and I return a smile. Although I felt....different. My phone starts ringing out of nowhere, and I scurry to grab it.
I see a photo of Hyun-ki.....KISSING ANOTHER GIRL.
I fell to my knees, and covered my face. Byung-chul hurried over to me, and picked up my phone. He saw the image of Hyun-ki.
"Oh MaeMae. I'm sorry", Byung-chul hugged me out of sympathy.
The funny part is that I wasn't even crying. I just started laughing.
"Why are you laughing right now? I'm so confused", Byung-chul moves away and turns my body towards him.
"I'm laughing, because I knew something like this was going to happen. Nothing ever goes perfect for me. I really thought I loved him for a second there. Never mind. I sort of knew deep down that this was coming", I fold my arms over my head.
"So you're not sad?" Byung-chul appears astonished.
"I'm just....peachy. I honestly thought that he was the one. Maybe I'm going through a stage, but I honestly don't feel anything. I'm not in pain", I cross my legs.
"MaeMae. This may be a bad time, but would you....I don't know. Maybe....go out sometime?" Byung-chul asks nervously.
"This is a horrible time actually. Mmm, I'll think about it. Can you wait a month? I wanna see how I feel until then", I rub my forehead.
"I mean I'm single, so I don't mind", Byung-chul takes my hand in his. I hesitantly pull away from his gentle grasp.
"I'm sorry, I just feel really numb right now. I really really really need time. Please forgive me", I apologize as I stand up and help Byung-chul up.
"Oh. It's....it's okay", Byung-chul stutters adorably.
The next thing I know, I get a phone call from Hyun-ki.
"MaeMae let me explain", Hyun-ki pleads without even asking if I'm even on the other end.
"Okay", I lack emotion.
"Wait really?" He asks confused.
"Yeah, go ahead", I shift my body weight to my right leg.
"I wanted to use this girl to get attention away from you, because I didn't want anyone becoming suspicious of our story", Hyun-ki explains.
"You know what Hyun-ki?! F*** you for not letting me know ahead of time. I haven't cursed in forever, but I think this is the perfect situation", I explode with a massive amount of anger.
"Aaawww. MaeMae don't be like that", I can hear Hyun-ki getting upset.
"Don't be like what? You honestly expected me not to get mad? That's quite funny actually. I'm very disappointed. I cannot believe you right now. A relationship means COMMUNICATION my guy! You should've told me", I yell at him as Byung-chul begins chuckling. I throw my sneaker at him harshly, and start chuckling too.
"By the way, I'm pregnant with your child", I comment then hang up the phone.
Woah woah woah!!!! What the freak was that? I have to be dreaming now. I just know it.
*Back To Reality
I awake in a cold sweat.
"What was that maaaaan?", I whine then get up to take a shower.
Kallie dashes into my room before I could make my way to the bathroom.
"What was that? Are you okay?" Kallie panics.
"Hey! Best friend I'm just fine. I had a bad dream that's all", I slowly rub my eyes.
"Whoo. Good! I thought something happened", Kallie releases a deep breath.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you. Now go back to sleep", I pat her back and continue to walk into the bathroom.
Taking a shower gave me an epiphany about my nightmare.
Am I going to lose Hyun-ki before I even have him, or is Hyun-ki going to lose me? I couldn't bear it if something happened like in my dream. I don't think it would happen, because if it was real.....I'd break down and cry....not laugh. What is going on? What did that dream have anything to do with reality? I'm getting attached too quickly.