The whip Marks on my back were aching a lot and the pain was unbearable but still got to control it . I was in my room under bed sheets hiding and acting to be asleep .But it was hard the Mark's were painfull and with every movement my whole body was shot with pain
It was a normal day at my house we were having fun when a girl came to my house and told everyone that I had molested her . Evidence was my chain that was lying up there ,where this thing took place .
My grandmother took up defense but soon they began to mistrust me I was senseing thier dejection and their hate .
As the case moved forward the evidence were much against me so today my father lashed out at me .
I was humiliated in front of everyone present all my brothers and sisters were standing there watching the show , when mom stopped him , my back had turned red completely. The pain, I don't know which was more the whips or the truth that my family believed that I molested her ?
I was seriously shocked when dad came at me I thought he will be with me ,he was a jolly guy never he never thrashed anyone ,always smiling and cheerfull actually this was first time when I saw anger and violence in my family.
Today the pain was making me question what I didn't before ,I wanted to know if they were my family ? Is whatever we see or read in TV and books false ?
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It was nice morning I woke up very early my back was still aching, I took a bath and went in kitchen and ate some bread jam .I went to roam around .
I knew everyone will ignore me as I had done a crime according to me as I didn't do it I didn't take any notice what they did . I just took a novel and sat reading in my room .
The hearing time came ,so I went to library ,my grandpa is a chief defence minister or the most important person next to president therefore every matter was settled in our library .But grandpa is in Beijing for meeting so my grandmother is taking the case forward .
I sat on a stool near the main table and everything started I was not paying any attention to anyone I was looking only at floor .
All the evidences were there but all could be manipulated so that needed a very tough evidence to prove the charge ,so far they only asked me where was I when this was happening I was at home alone I said and I also could be seen in CCTV but they said it is fabricated so it is sent for a check and moved forward .
I have been given many attacks and threats ,now girls stay away from me and I am now alone in school teachers and everyone has maintained a distance with me .
I now am just spending my time in library in a corner reading and looking at others.
But being an active person it was difficult to be passive .
The whole school forum had hate comments on me so I just stopped checking it.
I was getting frustrated with everyone ,I was not myself ,I thought they were friends but they are not my real friends ..
Earlier I didn't give any importance to anyone but my play and study I was busy in them but now I began looking and watching things which I didn't see earlier .
I went around the school I saw drugs sellers and alcohol sellers in school .And many such things which I hadn't seen before .
Now the textbooks that were boring got my attention in these 15 days of lone slumber reading textbooks and novels grasped me now they were my new friends that I could trust to guide I understood that these school friends are not the ones that will protect me but these books, there knowledge will .
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It's the 16th day of case but still negotiations and things are same again and again I being called for just sitting there and waiting for them to do something right .
I now began reading my grandpa's defense books and also books on subjects I had no knowledge on like love ,defense and psychology of people and other things .
For more two to three days I divulged into these books and kept on it now I was now disconnected with outer world I now was inside those books, living in the bone and flesh of those characters .
I didn't know how many days had gone by since the accusation but a month for sure but now I had a new life and aim . And I meant to keep it .